I soon as Justin's lips were crushed on to mine my heart melted. I felt sparks and butterflies at the same time. I put my hand on the side of Justin's face as his hands go around my waist. Just as the kiss became more passionate reality hit me. I immediately opened my eyes and pulled away. I stared cold in his eyes and all I saw was confusion mixed with depression. I don't see any love or passion just a brick wall with fear of letting someone tare it down.
"what are you doing?" I say still looking in his eyes. "w-what do you mean?" he says clearly still confused. "why did you kiss me after everything you said to me?" He's speechless. I get up from the after party table and walk out the door. I notice that Justin got up also so I begin to run. I can't do this.....not again
~ Josh's POV ~
After surprising Jasmine at the airport I finally got home and laid on my couch thinking things over. Why can't she just be in my arms right now? oh thats right because I'm a fucking idiot. I guess I should go on a walk to think things over. I grabbed my jacket and shoes and put them on, on the way out. I walked out of my house and started walking along the sidewalk with my head down.
As I'm walking I bump into someone causing them to fall. "oh my gosh I'm sorry are you-" "Yea Yea I'm fine" the person cuts me off. That voice.....its so....familiar. I look up to down to see Selena with a small smile on her face. I help her up as she dusts herself off. "oh uhm hey josh" "hey Selena" I say back a little disgusted.
"Listen I've been meaning to talk to you" she says looking down and playing with her fingers. "about?" I say looking at her. I put my finger under her chin and gently lift it up. "uhm" she says as her cheeks turn red
~ Selena's POV ~
Once Josh lifts my head up I begin to feel my cheeks turn red. "uhm" I say Why am I acting like this? am I blushing "well?" he says motioning me to continue. "i-im really sorry for what I did to and Jasmines relationship I was stupid and jealous..... I'm really sorry josh I don't know what got into me I guess I was.... desperate I just didn't want her to be happy when I'm not happy because to me it wasn't fair she got Justin and you when I don't have that......I have nothing right now me and Justin are on a break and my family is away......i- I'm alone." I begin to feel a tear slide down my face and I feel to strong arms wrap around me.
"its ok Selena I forgive you and you have me whenever you need somebody I'm here" Josh says gently rubbing my back. I smile as we pull away. "hey um do you want to go to my place maybe watch some movies or something?" he says instantly putting a smile on my face. "I'd love to" We walk back to Josh's house laughing and talking the whole way. I don't know why but josh makes me smile more than anybody else. He's amazing.
Once we got there I go and sit on the couch while josh makes popcorn. "You pick the movie!" I hear josh yell from the kitchen. "K!!" I yell back. I decided to put on "Think like a Man Too" Once the popcorns ready Josh comes back with a smile on his face. "OMFG I saw this movie a thousand times haha" he says sitting next to me. "well thats not my fault" I smile back making him smirk. He quickly grabs the control making me take action. I try to get the remote back laughing at the same time.
I get on top of him while reaching for the remote. he laughs making me look down at him. We stare in each others eyes and I feel myself leaning in and soon he does the same. Once our lips touch butterflies go off in my stomach. He places his hand on my cheek and on my hip as he leans in more kisses roughly. I put both my hands on his stomach a s the kiss becomes heated. I take off his shirt and he takes off mine. Oh boy....
~ Justin's POV ~
I run after Jasmine as she runs out of the after party. "please Jasmine stop running!!" I yell grabbing her arm gently making her turn towards me. "what do you want?!?" she yells taken me back. "you Jasmine please talk to me I can't live without you....I have nobody and I need you please" "oh so you decided to run to me when things didn't turn out right with Selena huh?" "no its not that Jasmine I haven't been feeling right for these couple of-" "why are you lying?!"
She says cutting me off. I look at her then down at my arm. "please just lis-" "no Justin I'm tired of you constantly making your plan B please leave me alone" She says walking away. I had enough. Thats all it took to grab her arm again making her face me. "JASMINE GONZALEZ!!! LISTEN TO ME!" I yell making her have fear in her eyes. I calm down as I look in her eyes with tears. " I'm not stable Jas without you. I haven't ate slept or thought straight since you've been gone"
"I'm not lying Jas I've been....cutting" I lift up my sleeve wincing as the sleeve rubs against my fresh cuts. I show her and tears immediately slide down her face as she covers her mouth in shock. She comes to me wrapping her arms around my neck in a tight hug. I can't hold it in anymore I break down crying on her shoulder as she cries on mine. "I love you J never do that again.....Ever" she says hugging me tight as I hug back. "I love you too Jas"
I feel her kiss my cheek. I love Jas but I made a huge mistake by kissing her. I need to tell her that it meant nothing and nothing changed between us....I hope it doesn't ruin 'us' again
A/n. Hey lovelys ummmmmmmm I'm sorry I haven't uploaded and I'm soooorryyyy that its short but I promise the next chapter will have drama and I looooovvee you guys xoxo~L
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