8 Lives (Sequel to Shattered)

Chapter 10: Lost Love

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8 Lives Chapter 10 - Lost Love

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Renessmee's Pov.

I felt everything inside of me crumble. In the picture it was Joseph kissing the back of some blonde's hand. Tears pooled down my face, and I could not stop the shaking that controlled my body. Everything in me was covered with sorrow that can never be repaired. No words could form at the pain I now feel, only my

tears are the words that can not be said.

My fiancé is a liar. He told me that I was his heart; well this photo just proved differently. And that he went to help his mom with something, and this sure does not look like he was helping his mom. I gave him time to spend time with his mother, and this is what he does; kisses a blonde's hand as if they were in love instead of us. Sadness flows through me and I wanted nothing more than to bury myself into a black pit, and never come out. Half of me wanted to call Joseph and give him a piece of my mind, though the other part of me wished to have him come tell me himself.

Curse the side that brings reasons to my focus.

As I pushed on the gas pedal I looked behind me to see if any cars were coming, and saw none. I pulled out of the parking lot only to see the flasher going on telling me my door is open. I looked at the door with tear stricken eyes before opening it. Once I shut my door with a bang, it started to drizzle outside. This day was already gloomy, so the rain just added for effect.

My life is over. I have thought of being in love twice in my existence. One with the horrid man that raped my mother and now the kind compassionate man that I loved with all my heart, Joseph.

Sure, there were times where I felt from a different dimension; not part of society anymore. Though this is all because of this blocked number. I would go ask Joseph who the blonde in the picture was, but he would think that I didn't trust him since the picture is on my phone with no contact information from where I got it from.

I can't show the picture to him; I can't let him know that his affair has been brightened into my eyes. I have to go with the rest of my life in heartbreak that what we once had was something that I was never going to feel again towards him, nor to anyone else for that matter.

How can he betray me like that, I thought that what we had was special; it seems it is only I who thought that. I rubbed the tears with the back of my hand and took some staggered breaths. The hole that I feel in my heart is nothing that can be cured.

I stopped at a red light and bent my head on the steering wheel. My whole body trembled as I realized my reality that I never wanted. I needed to take my attention off of my frail love life, and think of other things. My fingers skimmed over the radio, and I switched it on. The news was on, I was about to change it because as of now I don't think I could take what else is happening in the cruel world.