Stanathan A love story

fighting

after Molly expressed her happyness about the news she just recieved, we walked together to the table where everyone was waiting for us.

"what took you so long?" Nathan asked me

"girl stuff" Molly answer for me and I sent him a look that was agreeing with Molly

"ok lets just start eating cause Im starving" Jon said 

we all ate and talked for hours, we were all havig a great time together, but I was getting tired

"Is there any gentleman that would like to walk me home?' I asked waiting for Nathan to offer himself

"Me" nathan, jon and seamus answer

"you'll have to choose one" Juliana said laughing at seamus 

"I'll choose Nathan" I said looking at Molly who winked at me

"And then they say there's nothing going on betwen them" Andrew joke, Nathan and I didnt found that funny, but we laughed as well

We took our jackets and left the restaurant, we were walking towards the studio where my car was stopped.  I stopped walking in the middle of the street, a street with no one and lots of lamps:

"why did you stopped?" Nathan asked me

"I need to tell you something"

"you look serious, what is it?"

"first, I told a person about us..."

"you what?!?!?! Stana who?"

"Molly"

"Stana you should've asked me first"

"Nathan Im sorry, I just really needed to talk with someone..."

"babe I dont care, this can be the end of our relationship, if Molly tell anyone is basicly the end of the world..." I cutted him

"Na, Molly is not going to tell anyone, and she can keep secrets, she've done this before with me" I said just trying to calm him down

"Really?! like when?"

"I cant remember right now but trust me she's not going to tell anyone"

"Trust you?! you told a person the biggest secret of our lives and you didnt consult me first, this is not your secret, this is our secret and can ruin our lives forever, you know what that mean? FOREVER" he screamed at me really loud and I started crying 

"Nathan, let me at least explain why did I told her about us about everything"

"lets go home we talk there, I dont want anyone to hear this fight" He said

He was the one riding the car that moment, we had a bad energy betwen us, this was the first time in years that I had seen him that mad at me, we had never fight before. He didn't even asked me why did I told Molly, and now I dont even know if he wants to know why, cause if he dont, I'll be afraid to tell him about our new family member

In the elevator, Nathan finaly noticed my tears, and I swear, when he's mad, he can be really rude with the people he love

"I should be the one crying not you"

The elevator doors opened and I ran inside our house, as I opened the door I ran to the bathroom and locked the door, I started crying oit loud, then I started feeling dizzy and I started throwing up. I think Nathan was start to getting worried cause he knocked on the door and asked me really gently:

"is everything ok in there, Stana?"

still on my knees in the floor, and throwing up, I opened the door and he came in, he sat on the floor next to me and looked me in the eyes, just then he asked me:

"I want to hear you side of the story, I want to know your reasons"

"Let me take a quick shower and then we talk, its a big thing" I said

I took my shower and put my pajamas on, when I entered the living room Nathan was in the couch alse already with his pajamas on, I sat next to him and put my head on his chest, he put his arm around me and with his free hand he turned of the television, he kissed me and then said

"Tell me all about it"

"remember when I went to the toilet with my bag in the restaurant?" I asked him

"your girl stuff" he said laughing a a little

"yes, I went to the bathroom and remember when Molly went behind me cause I was taking so long?"

"hu-hum"

"When she looked at me  I was crying, then I exploded because it was just to much for me, and Im sure if it was you that was there with me, I would aso tell you"

"I still dont understand what do you mean with 'you explode'?"

"Na, I had just found out I was pregnant"