Because I Had You

6

Camila's POV

I just stood there frozen not knowing what to do, Finn glared at Shawn. "Uh, Shawn this is my boyfriend Finn" I said trying to break the awkwardness "Hey, I'm Shawn" he replied he went to shake Finn's hand, but he wasn't having any of it.

"I already know who you are" Finn replied "you do?" Shawn asked I wanted to laugh, I felt like Shawn would always forget he was famous. He didn't like the word famous, he was just a regular guy that played music. "You're a famous singer, of course I would" Finn said "oh" Shawn said.

"Camila, I need to talk to you" Finn tells me "alone" he said looking over at Shawn. "Oh, okay. Isabella keep Shawn company" I say. "You wanna talk outside?" I asked knowing if I went to my bedroom Isabella would try to listen in. "Sure" Finn responded not even looking at me.

Once we got away from the apartment Finn started to talk to me. "Why was Shawn Mendes doing in your apartment?" He asked "he's my friend" I replied "didn't you go to work? How did you come back with a pop star?" He said "oh, the thing is I'm going to be working with him" I said looking down at the sidewalk.

"You're going to be working with him? You're going to travel the work with some boy?" Finn said becoming upset we stood in the middle of the sidewalk. I quickly pulled him aside to a park near by, I knew this talk wasn't going to end well.

"It's not just some boy, I knew him since we were sixteen" I tell Finn "why did you never bring him up?" He asked me "because he just wasn't around, it doesn't matter. I don't want to talk about it" I say I didn't want to say anything about my relationship with Shawn.

I couldn't let it slip out that Shawn and I's friendship had become more than that. If he knew that I kissed Shawn or even done more with him, he wouldn't be happy. "Aren't we suppose to tell each other everything? Why didn't you tell me about him" Finn continued pressing me about the whole Shawn thing.

"Because it's none of your business! It's just between Shawn and I! Why does it matter what we did?" I shouted becoming annoyed at him. "Why are you getting so defensive about it, I just asked you a fucking simple question" he said to me.

I was taken back at the language he used, I never heard him swear before. "Did you like him?" He asked me "why are you asking that?" I replied trying to avoid the question. "Do you like him?" He asked again "Finn, why do yo-"

"Goddamn it Camila, just answer the question did or do you like him?! Because I heard you say you loved him and it looked like you meant it" Finn almost shouted. "I don't like him" I replied quietly trying to convince him or was I trying to convince myself.

"Don't lie to me Camila" he said "why are you acting so jealous! I'm with you not him!" I said "but if he was still around would you be?" Finn asked me "right now, yes because your acting like a jerk!" I shouted "how am I acting like a jerk? I'm asking my girlfriend why the hell she was with another guy" he said.

"Maybe if you let me explain! Shawn would let me explain to him" I said "I don't want to hear anymore about Shawn" "what jealous that he could treat me better than you could?" I asked trying to annoy him "whatever Camila, just call me when he's gone" Finn said walking away from me.

I stood there watching walk away from me, any other girlfriend would go after their boyfriend. I didn't care anymore, what happened to the boy I met? Why was he so upset about Shawn? He's just a friend, nothing will happen between us. If nothing happened before why would I happen now?

I didn't want to go back to the apartment to be bombarded with questions. I decided just to walk around the park trying to clear my head. Why was I holding on to a relationship that wasn't going anywhere. I wasn't happy anymore, I didn't even want to be around my own boyfriend.