Because I Had You

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"Home at last!" The tiny brunette said walking into her apartment followed by her best friend and lover. She was finally out of the hospital, it was awful in there. Don't even ask her about the food.

"Okay, now go back to your bed" Isabella told Camila, she just got out of a bed now she had to go back in one. The Cuban didn't think she needed to rest much, she was doing fine, her head hurt only once in a while.

Isabella only wanted to make sure her friend was alright, she didn't want anything else to happen to her. "Okay, can I at least take a shower, I smell like the hospital." Camila asked not wanting to annoy Isabella.

One night when she was trying to sleep she heard the Italian girl blaming herself for all of this. She heard all her friends blame themselves for this, she didn't want them to know she heard. Camila decided she would just listen to them if they told her something.

"You don't have to ask, but keep the door open" Isabella said to her Camila just nodded walking to her bedroom.

"You know she cares about you a lot" Shawn said walking into the bedroom "I know, you both do" the tiny brunette replied looking at him. "But I can take care of myself, how else am I supposed to do things?" She asked.

"Don't take too long" the Canadian said referring to her shower "you know I take forever" Camila said giggling "well, if you do Isabella might think you pass out in there." He said "fine, thirty minutes" she said "twenty" Shawn said back to her. "That's so short" she complained "looks like we are saving water today" he said laughing.

Camila made sure to keep the door unlocked and a bit opening so her friend didn't have a heart attack. It was a bit annoying being told what to do, but they cared for her.

"Hey, Shawn" Isabella said poking her head into Camila's room, he sat on her bed scrolling through his phone. "I'm going to school, make sure she doesn't die." The Italian said to him "pretty sure she won't, but okay" he replied as she rolled her eyes at him. "Dumbass" she mumbled under her breath, the Canadian definitely heard her, but chose not to say anything back.

There was a keyboard and a guitar in the back of Camila's bedroom, Shawn wondered if she still played or even wrote music. She did when she was younger, only once did she share a song she wrote with the Canadian boy.

"Mila, you said you would share the song with me, come on." The seventeen year old said to his best friend "I know, know, but it's not even that good. I don't want to embarrass myself, you're a really good at song writing." The sixteen year old girl said to him.

"You know I'm not going to judge you" Shawn said to her giving her a sweet smile "Okay, fine, but you can't say anything until I'm finished okay?" Camila asked holding up her pinky, "of course" he replied hooking his pinky with hers.

The small girl sat at the keyboard she had in her bedroom and started to play. "Stay back, stay long, and you move on."

"I stress, come close, move on, please don't."

"Hello, how are you? How you've been? Lately I wonder how it feels to steal your kiss. Nothing much, just fine I'm doing well and you can read between the lines but god, I fell."

She continued to play and sing the song to him. "And I'll wait for the moon to lean in close and say..."

"That he only told the moon, tonight up on the roof
He told me that he's scared that all his thoughts they look like you."

"We only told the moon, only told the moon." The young Cuban sang the last line then looked over at the boy. "What did you think?" She asked giving him a shy smile.

Shawn smiled remembering the memory, he remembered how nervous she was. It was adorable.

He got bored waiting for the tiny brunette so he decided to mess around with the guitar. Maybe he could come up with a new song.

"Pienso en ti, pienso en ti" the Cuban sang to herself, the Canadian could hear her lovely voice.

"What are you doing?" Camila asked Shawn, her hair was dripping wet and she wore an oversized tee shirt. "Is that my shirt?" The boy asked looking at her, it definitely was it was a black shirt with white lettering saying 'take me home.'

"Maybe" the tiny brunette replied, "when we were leaving the U.K. You left the shirt in the bathroom, I put it in my suitcase and forgot to tell you." She explained to him, I also wanted it because it smelt like you, she thought to herself.

"You playing?" Camila asked walking over to her bed and getting under the covers as Shawn places the guitar down. "Yeah, do you still play?" He asked her "sometimes" she replied "not as good as you though" she added looking at him.

He laughed as he pulled her on to his chest, they both were laying in her bed now. "I have school work to do" the Cuban said going to sit up "Mila, just rest for a bit" the Canadian said. "But I have to get it down before I got back to school" she tells him.

"Camila, you're not going back are you?" Shawn asked sitting up, he didn't want her going there, if someone tried to hurt her and they didn't know who it was. Why would she go back? "I have too" she replied looking down at her hands, was it a good decisions to go back?

"Can you take online classes again, I don't want you getting hurt again." The brown haired boy said to her, she knew he was worried and so was everyone else. "I guess I should" she answered, her parents didn't want her going back either, but she didn't want to stay home all day.

Shawn wasn't going back on tour until a month so she currently wasn't working. School was the one time she left the house other then to go places to take pictures or go shopping maybe. Camila didn't want to be treated as if she was some fragile porcelain doll.

"I just don't want to stay home all day" the Cuban admitted "why don't you come back to Toronto with me for a bit?" Shawn asked her "oh, Aaliyah and I can make fun of you together then!" Camila said with a giggle. "I regret asking" the boy said.

"It's too late now!"

I usually do Shawn and Camila gifs, but can we talk about this beautiful angel right here! Omg, who doesn't love Ariana??

Maybe I should do Camila, Shawn and Ariana gifs because Ariana plays Isabella so, yeah lol.

Who had seen the breathing music voice like oh my god! ALSO THANK U NEXT, OMG.

She's such a strong girl and I love her. Anyways, this chapter was a filler like then have been lmao. Anyways I think I'm gonna do a chapter or two in Canada, start tour back up then end it then because I already know how I'm going to end this.

Also should I keep writing in the third person, I might I kinda like it lol. Anyways,

Thank u, next.