( A/N ) please don't judge!!
everyone knows how it feels to be lonely or they don't fit it.
for me, it feels like I'm not supposed to be on earth, that I'm from another planet or something like that.
My mom tell's me I'm special and my father tell's me " your one of a kind". I don't know how I supposed to feel about this. Is it a good or bad thing?
What you see, is that I'm surrounded by millions of people. What I see and feel, is that I'm surrounded by millions of thought or bad feelings. And it's driving me crazy.
I don't live by happiness or joy.
I live in constantly pain and fear and you can't call that a life.
what kind of pain and fear are you talking about?
Well, the pain that you want to feel because you think your not worth it and the fear that people that's close to you are gonna hate you.
I always wanted to be an actress so that I can hide behind the character that I'm playing.
I love movies and series because there are not real There fake. You can hide your real identity and play another role that you are want to be.
but do I want to be someone else?
Yes and no!
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Thx for reading it.
I hope you will find a way to, to be free
xxxxxxxjes,
tessa
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Rastgelehallo mensen, in dit boek ga ik mijn gedachten met jullie delen zodra ik ze kwijt kan. Ik hoop dat jullie niet gaan oordelen. alvast bedanktxxx het staat eigenlijk geschreven in het engels maar er kunnen ook soms nederlandse hoofdstukken komen. dat...
