You're My Freedom

18

Madison's POV

(recap)

I squeezed my eyes shut again but, there was pressure on my lips. It was soft and it felt nice. The pressure went away and I opened my eyes.

Mitchell was biting his lip and he was pinching his arm. He moved his hand down next to me and with a swift movement his lips met mine.

I fell back on my pillows and his hand was cupping my neck arching me up a little. His lips were so soft I couldn't help it. He pulled away but quickly connected our lips again.

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My fingertips started tingling. The kiss wasn't full of lust but, desperation. Was this something I wanted? I have no idea but the feeling was amazing.

His fingers against my skin gave me this heat. I felt the bed dip with Mitchell's weight shifting over my body. I felt this ezilerating feeling as my hand rummaged through his hair and his lips kept moving with mine.

It felt like the room's temperature started rising and it was getting hard to breathe.

"Madison I never hated you" He said between breaths.

He was opening up to me so much lately and I felt somewhat guilty for not telling him something about me.

"You were so mean" We didn't stop.

"You're so h-hot" He kissed my jaw.

My eyes widened as I notice what was actually happening. Kissing Mitchell? This is wrong, wrong in so many levels.

I tried to sit up and stop kissing Mitchell but, wherever I moved to; Mitchell's lips didn't leave mine.

"Mitchell" I said in the kiss.

"Hmmm" He hummed.

"What are we doing?" I said as we pulled away gasping for air.

I could never guess this was happening and as to why this was happening. He's my brother for goodness sake.

"What's wrong?" He asked.

"We can't" I gently pushed him off me.

I got off the bed and stood up nervously. I had this queasy feeling at the bottom of my stomach that was bothering me.

"Sure we can, why not? We aren't even related" He scruffed his hair.

"We're brothers, my mum and you're dad are happily married. They wouldn't approve of this" I shook my head.

"Who cares if they don't approve of this" He looked at me.

"I...don't approve" I said slowly because I was scared to death of his reaction.

"Oh" came out of his mouth.

This was so wrong. What the heck is wrong with me lately. I'm not thinking clearly, or acting appropriate. Mitchell slowly got off my bed and I sighed heavily.

"Wait" I grabbed his arm.

"I...we can't, it's not a choice I can make, it was already set for us and I'm sorry. I don't want anything to change between us" I said.

"Hopefully not" He muttered before leaving my room.

I shut my eyes hoping it would dissolve all my problems but, let's face it. In the real world problems only become bigger. I just want to be free and be able to do anything I want to. I want my freedom.

I wanted to know what thoughts were running through his mind. I had no idea Mitchell was feeling this way towards me. Maybe he's just in this state of being vulnerable and he's not even quite sure what he wants. After he opened up to me about his mum could have just made him feel really small.