Can you hear my calls for help one shot(?)

tears I cy for you

Izaya POV

'I can't do this any more.'   was my only thought as I ran away from Shizuo. Lately it's been getting harder to smile. Not even my beloved humans can make me smile anymore. Each word Shizuo says breaks me a little. But today, I broke. He said the final blow.

" Go kill yourself. You're not wanted here flea."

"yea. I know" was what I wanted to say, but my mouth and my mind seemed to have different thoughts. So, instead I started laughing, until I tasted something salty. I was crying. Though Shizuo didn't seem to care. He just kept throwing things at me. Then he said it again.

He told me to kill myself. If that's what he wants, that's what he will get. A car was rounding the corner when I turned to Shizuo with tears spilling down my face.

Shizuo POV

He's crying. That startled me, but then I got mad again thinking he was doing it for show o make me look bad. But that was before Izaya turned to me still crying and said.

"Are you happy now? you'll get your wish. I'll be gone from your life and everyone else's. I understood a long time ago that I wasn't wanted here." Then he was gone just like that, but not before uttering the words I had always pushed aside, now full of meaning as I watched him take his life in front of everyone. " I love you Shizuo." With that he jumped in front of the speeding car turning the corner. "IZAYAA!!!!"

I ran over to him. But I was to late. He died with a genuine smile on his face. I cradled his body crying. When the ambulance came it was too late so they let me have some time with him, and before they took him away I uttered the words I had always wanted to say, but they never came out. "I love you too, Izaya."

time skip 1 week later

It's raining. How perfect. I thought with a smile adorning my features. Today was the day of Izaya's funeral. And surprisingly, a bunch of people showed up.

When it was time for speeches I listened to all of them until a woman no one had ever seen showed up. It was her turn for a speech.

"Everyone knew Izaya as a crazy psychopath." When she said this I saw nods, an people standing to protest. Until she said the next words. "But I knew him as a kind hearted man who never had a mother, and a man who saved my son's life by risking his own. My child had a lung that was failing so he donated one of his own. I will forever be thankful to him."

By the end of this, multiple people were in tears. Now it's my turn to speek. As I went up I felt multiple glares directed my way. But I kept going.

" I did hate Izaya Orihara." With this I felt the glare get worse and one guy shouted "Then why are you here!"

Bt that was when I first met him. After a while I gradually found things out about him like, that he actually didn't like violence, but it was the only way he could survive, that his parents considered him a 'demon' for his beautiful red eyes, and that he suffered from severe depression. However that does not mean that I helped in any way shape or form. In fact I probably made it worse. But it seems that he also found things out about me. One thing he found out was what I didn't like to be called, and he found out multiple ways to push my buttons. In highschool was when I first fell for Izaya Orihara. Everyday I went out just so I could see him, and hopefully tell him that I love him. But the words never came out. And instead of helping him like I wanted to, I ended up hurting him even more. And it took me until he died to get the words out. But he'll never be able to hear them."

Rest In Peace

Izaya Orihara

May 4, 1998 - August 26,2018

'as long as I exist, i don't care if I go to hell, or if there's only suffering there'

Bestfriend,Lover, and son