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(Joey's POV)

Another month went by really quick. It was a Saturday evening and Kaci and I were sitting on the couch watching youtube. We both were obsessed and loved the same exact youtubers! A couple hours in, I started to feel weird. I had a feeling that Kaci hadn't told me anything yet, and that she was keeping something from me. But why? We have been together for two months now! Does she not trust me yet? I don't know. I decided I needed to talk to her.

I paused Strawburry17's most recent video, what we were watching at the moment. She looked at me weird.

Kaci: "Joey... You never pause Meghan's videos... What's up?"

Me: "Umm... Can I talk to you about something?"

Kaci: "Of corse you can! Everything ok?"

Me: "Well, kinda... Not really. I just started to get this feeling... Like, the feeling that your not telling me something... And I wanted to see if that feeling was correct or not."

Kaci: "Well, there is something.. But I didn't know when the right time was to tell you and talk to you about it. I guess I have to now."

I got really scared.

Me: "Kaci, please don't feel like you have to tell me. If you don't feel ready to yet, I understand. It won't make me love you any less. Also, whatever it is.. It won't make me love you any less."

Kaci: "Thanks Joey. But I know now that I am ready to tell you..."

She got really tense and got a nervous look in her eyes.

"...Im not sure if you have noticed, but I am completely different than the other girls at school. What I mean by that is... My beliefs. They are completely different. I know I don't have an earthly mom, or a dad... But I do have a heavenly... Father. And, you need to know that.. He comes before you. I love you Joey... But I love my Heavenly Father more..."

She looked like she wanted to cry and she was shaking with fear. I took her hand and held her tight. She just sat there, giving me a blank stare. She was waiting for my reaction. My reaction, to the love of my life.. Being a Christian.

Me: "I except that."

That's all I could let out. She smiled and all the tension left the room. She leaned in to hug me and I leaned in, but I kissed her. After we broke, she pressed play on Meghan's video. We continued to watch."

*next day*

Kaci: "By Joey! I'm heading to Church! Ill be back in about an hour!"

Me: "Wait! I'm coming with!"

Kaci seemed shocked.

Kaci: "Oh! Ok! Lets get going then!"

We left the house and went to church. It felt so weird. Knowing I got up to go to some weird church service.. But I wanted to make Kaci happy cause I loved her so much!

We arrived at the church and Kaci was so smiley and happy! I on the other hand felt super awkward and scared. Kaci could tell. She pulled me aside..

Kaci: "Joey, you didn't have to come. We don't have to do everything together. You could have had some guy or alone time if you wanted!"

Me: "No. I wanted to be with you this weekend cause of how much I love you! And also, now that I know you believe in God and stuff, I guess there is no harm in tagging along just to get to know you a bit more."

Kaci: "Makes sense Joey, But if there is ever a week that you don't wanna come, it's completely fine. Ok?"

"Ok." I answer.

It was time to head into the sanctuary. When we did, everyone stood up and sang a bunch of weird songs. One of them had a really strange title, "White Flag" was it. It was slow too. I do not like slow music. After we were done singing, the paster, or that's what Kaci called him, came up to start umm.. I don't know.. Oh yeah, speaking. He talked about being "Poured Out" to God an how supposedly we need to live a life poured out to him. I kept thinking that it sounded like so much work. But, I kept listening, and the speaker guy kept talking.

*sunday night*

Kaci and I snuggled up together and talked about the day.

Kaci: "Thanks for coming today! I hope you liked it and maybe even learned something!"

Joey just smiled and nodded.

A/N

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