Some day, I promise you...(A Kokichi Oma and Shuichi Saihara story)

Our Voyage with out Passion

Kokichi's pov

"I-I choose.....neither.... i refuse to choose..." Rantaro said with a serious look on his face

Shuichi laughed hysterically and just looked at both of us like we were crazy.

"Wow, what an unexpected turn of events.... here I thought the man of the hour Kokichi, Ouma was a abandoning lair and yet here he is.... and as for you Rantaro... I expected more out of you but honestly this is just a little saddening... its a shame.. i was starting to take a liking to you." Shuichi said

"Shuichi... i never abandoned you... you know I'd never do that..." I said

"How come you never told us about your affiliation with the remnants of despair? Akamatsu told me all about it... she said you abandoned your affiliation with D.I.C.E 6 years ago and spent 3 of them with the remnants... how come you never told us that!" Shuichi yelled

"Shuichi.... i never wanted you to find out about that... I did it to try and find you since you were underground or something because no one knew where you were...You also haven't been exactly honest with me either.... you never told me about your past... this dark side of you or anything about your mental state.... i said that i would always be here to support you.... but you never gave me the chance." I said

"Then why the fuck is Rantaro in love with you... that is what is itching at me... I've seen you kiss him... I'm not surprised if you even had sex with him." He said

"Shuichi... Shut your fucking mouth." Rantaro said

"Why should i? Im not wrong now aren't i?" He said

"You're really ungreatful in this form... its not Kokichi that doesn't deserve you... its more you're don't deserve him... he did all these things for you and remained loyal like you did when you thought he was gone. Its true... we wiped his memory and i made him think we were together but that didn't work how i wanted it to. Kokichi didn't have sex with me even though i wanted it. I respected him and you just gave up hope for him.... achieving mastermind is because your mind and body have lost all hope...you didn't stay loyal." Rantaro said

"Shuichi...i need the actual you to come back... i did come back for you... but you're not giving me the chance to save you... not even from your demons..." i said

"But you're a liar... you lied to me! You said you were trying to find me for those 6 years.... but you were messing around with these guys for 3 years! How was that looking for me." He said

"They have bottomless access to anything in the world.... they have so many people that work for them in many parts of the world.... i was told this because one of my subordinates knew about the access they had... i never abandoned D.I.C.E... i don't even know who told you all this." I said

"Akamatsu, one of the remnants of despair told me everything that you did." He said

"Why do you trust her word over mine? At least I'm spilling my guts to you just so i can be with you... why don't you understand?" I said

"Because i can see through you're lies and know that you're not honest." He said

"Shuichi.... i may have not been honest on everything hut neither have you... I remember you... and you made that happen... was that effort all for nothing? Or are you gonna trust some remnant of despair that looks like Kaede? If thats the case.... then i was wrong about you... you still have feelings for Kaede and you obviously loved her more than you did me.." i said

"...." he looked at me saying nothing

I turned away and walked out the door...and Rantaro gave me a sadden look. Then he gave a look of hate towards Shuichi.