Bad habits

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Sams pov

"What?" I yelled clenching my fist around the phone "where?" My voice cracked "I'm on my way" I said through clenched teeth

I dropped the phone, once it hung up. Dropping to my knees, running my hands through my hair "dammit" I mumbled standing up and running to the kitchen. I grabbed my keys and rushed outside

"Where is she?"i yelled running into the hospital "WHAT ROOM?!" I yelled even louder, causing a few people to jump

"Over there" Kianna pointed clinging to her boyfriend Craig

"Thank you" I whispered squeezing her shoulder as I walked by

Rose laid in the bed, almost lifeless. she had IVs and bandages all over her. I sat in the chair next to her bed and grabbed her hand, running my thumb gently along some of the cuts "is...is she" I looked up at Kianna and Craig as tears fell down my cheeks

"She's not dead" Kianna spoke walking over to me "she's sleeping right now"

"Thank god" I mumbled putting my head between my hands "thank god"

Kianna rubbed my back as I cried into my hands, I looked up grabbing Roses hand "I love you" I whispered kissing her hand "I love you more than anything in this world. I love you to the moon and back" I cried

Kianna brought me into a hug "shhhh, she's going to be fine. She's a fighter" Kianna cooed in my ear

"I know" I whispered back, squeezing roses hand "i know"

I sat in her room for hours on end waiting for her to wake up "sir, visiting hours are over"

"I can't leave her" I voice raspy from lack of sleep

"Ten more minutes" the nurse shut the door behind her

I rubbed my hand over roses "I'm sorry" I whispered "this wouldn't have happened if it wasn't for me" I squeezed my eyes shut

"S..sam" she mumbled

"Rose!" I looked at her

"Lay with me" she huffed out

I bit my bottom lip and crawled into the bed next to her "I love you" she whispered

I ran my fingers through her hair, kissing the side of her head "I love you too" I closed my eyes