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"Good morning " I stretched

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"Good morning " I stretched. Rubbing my eyes I watched as Tobirama do what he does every morning. Line his scars with red paint. 

"Good morning" he mumbled trying not to mess up. "Get dressed. We're leaving ina few . I raised my eyebrow questioning where the hell are we going so early in the morning.

"Top of the mountain. I have to work on my scrolls." He slowly gathered everything putting them away.

"How long will we be ?" I asked.

"Few months. Traveling around. "

"Right....... So what's the rush?"I asked. Clearly I knew what was going on. I was no stranger to battle and strategy. Tobirama must be forgetting that Im no average woman. I've been on the front line. I strategized with my brothers. That and he leaves two weeks for his travels. Pushing to leave now makes it clear as day to me that something is not right.

"I don't want to wast time when it can be done now." He scratched his head obviously still tired from the night before.

" He scratched his head obviously still tired from the night before

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Tobirama wanted me to get dressed. And so I did. I got fight ready. Gunbai in my hand.

"Ok I'm ready"I said walking towards him

"What do you think your doing ? "He asked me confused. Taking the gunbai away from me.

"I'm going to watch you guys battle my brother." He looked at me for a few seconds before dragging his hands over his face.
"Yes Tobirama I'm not stupid."

"That's not something you want to see y/n

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"That's not something you want to see y/n. Your still not over watching izuna die." It was true. And I never will. But Izuna knew I was there for him. That he was loved. Madara might be falling off the deep end but I love him so much. If he's to die in battle I don't want him to be alone. I want him to know that I'm there. That I love him.

"No one wants to see that. But I need to be there. He's the only family I have left .. do you not understand?" Water filled my eyes. This wasn't easy. The family's your married into vs the only family you have. I grown to care for hashirama and Tobirama. So Either way I lose. But no one should have to die alone. Even my crazy brother.

"I understand I just don't want to see you there."

"You don't make that call." I walked past him headed to the door.

"Where are you going?" Tobirama knew I was head strong. Deep down I know he knew that there was no telling me otherwise on this matter.

"To speak with hashirama." I said bluntly. Closing the door behind me I wiped a few tears that escaped. Walking up to his office he was standing over a map with team leaders.

"I need to speak with you .." I barged in there. Breathing so hard from all the emotion. Broken was written all over my face and hashirama knew why.

"Leave us " hashirama demanded politely to his men . We stood in silence for a few minutes before he said anything. "So you know" he stated softly.

I sniffled a bit and wiped my nose with a piece of tissue. "Yes"

"Do you understand that he's left me no choice?" Hashirama's words carried the emotion I feel. Anger. Hurt. Frustration

"Yes" my voice cracked as I was beginning to break down at the reality of it all.

"Do you understand he threaten the village. All the lives I'm responsible for."

"Yes"

"Do you understand that I absolutely hate that I have to kill my best friend" tears fell from his eyes as he looked at me. His lips quivered in anger trying not to lose control like I had just done.

I sobbed quietly and finally met his gaze

" Do you understand why I have to be there?" I asked

He looked down as tears continued to fall.

He looked down as tears continued to fall

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"Yes I do." He said softly. "I'm sorry it has to be this way. But I don't intend on losing."

And then I couldn't hold myself together anymore. I knew hashirama was a better fighter than madara. Stronger than madara. He thinks clearly and effectively under the pressure of war. Hearing him say this just made it all the more real. I'm going to lose my brother. Our vision of raising our children together shot to the ground. His dream of becoming an uncle. Shot to the ground. Breaking the norm together by growing old instead of heading to an early grave. Shot to the fucking ground.

I'm losing madara. My father figure. My brother. My best friend.

Hashirama said nothing else but walked around the table and hugged me tightly

As strange as it seems I feel as though only hashirama can give me comfort from this mess

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As strange as it seems I feel as though only hashirama can give me comfort from this mess. He's the only one here who understands it. Understands me and share the same broken heart. This is something Tobirama and I can't share. Hashirama is the only one who understands me. The only one who shares this pain.

We getting close to hashirama now 💦💦 what's gonna happen ?!

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