Sleeping with the enemy

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Hashirama rubbed my back as I cried in his arms. I've never felt to vulnerable yet so safe before in my life. Not just because he's madaras best friend but , hashirama has expressed his love for me since we were children. Making izuna hate him more.

Despite hashirama being extremely handsome I never felt anything for him. But sometimes I wonder what life would've been like had he offered himself to marry me instead of offering Tobirama. Yet again. I admire that he didn't because he put his own feelings aside to prove that these people were being put first.

Pulling away he looked me with his swollen red eyes. "Thank you for holding the peace between us and the remaining uchihas. "

"Sometimes i question myself " I mumbled.

"Why? So many generations will live on and celebrate your name." He said trying to cheer me up. But there was something I haven't told him not his brother.

"They all despise me. Think of me as a traitor. Erasing me off all documents as if I never existed.  From here on out all documents written about me will under the senju name. To them I am no longer an Uchiha. My family tree? I'm completely erased. According to history now. My mother didn't birth a daughter. But only strong sons. They only stay here because they have a possibility at living. Following madara at this point is certain death. " this has been killing me. The people i gave my freedom for hate me because of how I did so. But in All honesty I couldn't blame them. So much bad blood had been spilled because of this feud. It might seem to good to be true. Tch. If they only knew the chaos i endure just so they roam within the village freely in safety. Giving up my only brother for them.

"We can write our gown history-" hashirama. Always the look on the bright side kind of guy. It saddens me more to know there is no longer a bright side with madara. But certain death.

"It's ok hashirama. What they say is true. I'm no longer an uchiha. I am now a senju. My kids will bare the senju name where they will be raised by their senju father. I need to make peace with my new identity"

"This may be your new identity but you are and always will be y/n.. a proud uchiha Warrior."

I smiled at his kindness. He's been nothing but welcoming and sweet. 

"When's your first battle with him?" I asked.

"A few weeks from now. If you wish to go with tobirama your welcome to.  Now that you know he's going to want to join the battle. So he'll be here.  "

"I think I'm going to help him. Please hashirama. The battle may not start until I'm there . "

"I promise."

I smiled and slowly backed up . He turned around and called his men back in to continue to discuss strategies . I walk out of his office feeling a bit better. Now that I know I'm. It alone in this. I walked through the garden to take in its calming floral scent.

I sat beside a giant statue and closed my eyes imagine I were somewhere else but here. A differ world maybe.

I was at complete peace before Tobirama's voice broke my train of though. I looked around and saw him a few feet away from the other side of the statue. He was talking to the villages florist. Fumihiko yamanaka.

"It was nice of you to spend this time with me. I haven't seen much of you lately." She blushed. Heat rose to my cheeks as my heart pounded from the intensity of ease dropping out in the open like this.

"It hasn't been easy" Tobirama said ."I'm sorry about the other day. Sending her to your shop. It was her birthday."

"No i get it. You guys have an image to uphold now. I just wish. Things were back to normal." She said sadly. Holding onto his arm. My stomach turned at the sight. Getting a clear understanding of what was going on.

"I'll make it up to you. When I come back from my travels I'll take you on a picnic in the the cherry blossom forest. I promise. " her face lit up but mine sunk. My romantic birthday surprise was his usual whoring spot. So much for being to busy to see other woman.

My heart slowly begun to break as they continued their conversation and he quickly held her in his arms shared a short passionate kiss.  After saying their goodbyes , As if this day couldn't get Any worse, Tobirama found me while he tried to walk away unseen.

"Y/n?" He said shocked. I wonder how fast his heart must be beating. "Are you ok ?" The same dumbass question he tends to ask at the wrong times. But since he wants to act. I'll pretend I didn't hear and witnessed his infidelity until I come up with the right plan to embarrass him.

"Fine. Just getting fresh air.clear my mind. "

He takes a seat beside me. And stares at me while the wind blows roughly . Lose petals flying past us making it almost romantic had I not. Witnessed what I did.

"What ?" I asked

"Your sharingan is out." He said observing my face.

I blinked repeatedly making it go away. "I'm sorry. "

"It's fine. Your beautiful either way" he smiled. "Let get going before the storm comes in. We should have our cabin cleaned out and fireplace running before it comes in. "

"Storm?" I asked

"Snow storm. Maybe I can create ice ."

stuck with you for a few weeks. .. do I even want that .... I looked back to him

I guess a bare with it for just a few weeks. Maybe while we're snowed in I can get some answered. You are definitely... not on my good side Tobirama Senju! These weeks will be nothing but mental torture for you . I promise !