Sleeping with the enemy

38

"What happened ." I asked

"You miscarried... there was um.. poison . In your tea. You went into a coma. We almost you too."

Tobiramas voice faded in the background as I looked down to belly.... placing my hand over it I begin to break down.

He looked a wreck as well but he held my hand tightly and assured me that we'll get over this together.

Tobirama took me to where my child was buried.

"Will you ever forgive me?" I mumbled

Tobirama staring at the grave sight "this isn't your fault"

"I was supposed to take care of the baby. Instead I drink poison"

"You didn't know."....

Hashi came by with flowers for the baby and asked to speak with me in private. I agreed and walked over to a nearby tree with Hashirama.

I blushed remembering the steamy dream I had with him.

"I'm glad your ok." He said kissing the top of my head before sitting down.

His aura was different. His gaze was sad.

"I missed it." My lip quivered. "Didn't I. " I looked up to him and his eyes were so apologetic.

"He wasn't the madara we knew and loved. I need you to remember that. Last thing I want is for you to hate me but I had to."

I sighed fighting back tears. " I don't you hate you Hashi.  It's the opposite actually. I love you.. still. When I was in the coma you know where I was ? I was with you. At the river." A tear fell down my cheek. "I was able to live a moment with you again. Though I don't regret being happy for that moment it also showed me that I fell for Tobirama. And I'm sorry Hashi.  I feel as though life screwed me over and given me two soulmates but I could only have a future with one." Sobbing uncontrollably a year left hashiramas eyes as well "sometimes I do wish it was you. Then at times I'm at peace with what the universe had given me. You two mean the world to me and all I have now. Besides madaras unborn child on the way"

"If I could change history you know I would." He wiped my tears. " if anyone understands what your saying it's me. I was given two soul mates and sometimes I think I made the wrong decision. But I will always be here for you."

"I'm blessed for that" I smiled.

"There's also something else I needed to tell you. I was contacted by a woman who sees the future. She said madara will rise again and wreak havoc. That we'll be resurrected from the earth to put a stop to him once and for all. "

"Resurrection? Hashi... Tobirama has been studying a resurrection jutsu. We have to stop him"

"He's already finished it. Practicing it will be forbidden and against law. But she said there was someone there. Madaras descendant.... y/n ...."

"That was her name?"

"Must mean you became a great aunt to his child and their children."

"Y/n Uchiha ... descendant of madara? How will I know who she is when the time comes."

"I don't know. But that's something we'll figure out together. You didn't get a chance to be there this time. But you will be there next time. Tobirama and I will be right beside you "

"Does this mean the village will prosper even after we're gone?"

" it does."

"So our broken hearts did some good then. "

"Yea it did. We're making history. "

"Well then .. in that case. Can we make sure that all documents refer to me as y/n senju and not uchiha?"

"Why would you want that ?"

"Because I'm a member of Konoha and I'm adapting to our ways. " I smiled " I'm proud of my new last name. And when the time comes we're we are resurrected.... I will face madara the way I should've faced him this time. I will make him pay for poisoning me and killing my baby. ......He'll regret making me the enemy."