Sleeping with the enemy

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"I think I'll settle with just a kiss. Until i know for sure you and the florist are done and that I have nothing to worry about." I continued looking at his beautiful lips as he licked them.

"Your still taking. I said Take what you want." He smirked. I mustered up the courage and gave him one single lingering kiss. But he pulls me back in for more. His tongue rubbing against mine as his hand remained on my hips. My hands splayed across his chest.

I pulled away again before I lost control and allowed him to have his way with me. Which I would love but what lesson would he learn if I willingly submit to him when he deserves nothing more than a kiss at the moment.

I laid on his chest and soon fell asleep to the soothing sound of his breathing and harsh blowing wind.

....

The next day I woke up to an empty bed. The smell of tea hit my nose and motivated me to get out of bed. On the small table were some pastries and tea for me, I grabbed the warm cup and went to the window to see what Tobirama was up to.

Standing in a pile of snow I watched as Tobirama turned it to liquid an tried manipulating it to take form.
He was working on many different things that day and stayed out there for hours.
The next few days were peaceful. Quiet . Filled with laughter and getting to know one another. But small time of peace came to an End when Hashirama sent a messenger to find us. Madara declaring war sooner than the date they naturally agreed on.

So I awkwardly sat in Hashirama's office pretending that i didnt have a dream where he almost had his way with me over this very desk and pretending that I didnt tell Tobirama about it either as he kept telling glances at me to make sure that what ever I was looking at was not his brother,

"So with that being said I need your input y/n. While you were working with them what reason would you have to rush this war." Hashirama asked.

"Honestly.. Its not wise even with good reason. It shows that you are underestimating the enemy which is something we've always been taught not to do. . Personally I would've went against this. Even if we feel like we have the upper hand come up with a plan b,c and d. "

"But" Hashirama focuses his beautiful eyes on me and I feel the heat rise up to my cheeks.

"But Madara is very impatient and driven off anger. He can be impulsive but maybe he's rushing the war as a way to discourage us with his confidence because he knows I'd be here helping you guys strategize.." I placed my hand to my chin deep in thought. "Then we would over think the situation and place stress on our soldiers self sabotaging our selves.. worrie about a secret attack we become blind to basic ones." I continued to ramble but the boys stood up to my pace with what I was saying. "I think its a bluff. "

" how do we surprise him then?? We cant have him think he's the only one with tricks up his sleeve."

"Putting me on the front line." I suggested. Both of the boys looked at me as though I was crazy.

"That wouldn't even be the last thing we did. You're not joining in battle" Hashirama scolded. Tobirama having his back on this matter.

"I helped train those men. Their Vistula prowess is nothing compared to mine. The only person who has me beat is Madara but Hashirama will be keeping him busy. Having m on the front line will benefit you guys greatly. I know their strengths and weaknesses. And they all know I'm like Madara on the field. They will either retreat or  charge at me with their death wishes."

"I dont want my wife in the front of a war. Your place Is home to greet me after we win for you." Tobirama said allowing his ego and masculinity cloud the better judgment on this matter.

"I think you forget you met your wife on the front lines of a war. I have plenty of blood on my hands."

"But placing you on the front against the uchihas.. its in humane." Hashirama said leaning on Tobirama " I think you should sit this one out ."

"I will not sit this one out. I'm a Senju now. I have Uchihas here depending on me,  I have to uphold my strong image that the little ones have of me. Besides having me there will definitely ruin any strategy they have planned. They will expect you two to force me to sit on the sidelines and watch."

"She has a point Tobirama. All Madara spoke about growing up was not having his sister covered in blood."

"You ill not leave my side." Tobirama frowned. "If she gets hurts its on your hands Hashirama ." He said before storming out.

"In his defense He only fought against you twice. He's underestimating your skill. After all you almost killed me." He smiled trying to cheer me up.

"We both know you let me get the upper hand on you that day." I sighed. Remembering our last fight and kiss. "You held back a lot Hashirama. I never forgave you for going easy on me.."

He chuckled " thats vey like you. I wont apologize for not wanting to kill you."

"Then I guess there will always be bad blood between us." I stated looking over to him.

"Is that what you have to tell yourself to make this easier?" He asked.

I didnt answer him . Instead I left the room and ignored his stares. But we both knew that yes.. thats exactly what I needed to tell myself otherwise I'd find that dream of him laying over me on his desk devouring every inch of my body to become a reality.