Sleeping with the enemy

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"Y/N" a voice called out from the distance. i felt my body being shoved . Opening my eyes my vision wasnt clear. my head spun as i fell trying to stand up.

whats going on?

groups of feet stormed into the room as people helped stand me up. the nearest medic coming into my blurry view. waving her hand in my face she lifted my eyelids and i saw a glimpse of her panicked expression clear before my world went black.

was i poisoned in my sleep? Was i attacked? why cant i move !what the hell is going on?

aside from being dizzy and blurry vision i feel fine.. i just feel tired... so damn tired.

I just want... to go back... to sleep .

....

Bright light shines through my closed eyelids. I felt Tobiramas chest rise and fall. His heart beat pounding loudly in my ear.

I haven't felt this relaxed in so long.

Which means I must've slept in..

The war... my eyes shot open as my body jumped to my feet but I was startled at the familiar but different settings... I was at the river .... were the two clans separated and not in my tent on the field we were camping out at. Confused I started to wonder if Tobirama and I wandered off last night.

"What's wrong"

My spine shivered at hashiramas voice.  I turned around and seen hashirama laying where I just got up . Yawning and rubbing his eyes.

"What happened last night?" I asked nervously

He rolled his eyes "Nothing obviously. Besides you sleep talking about babies and wars. " he looked at me confused but grabbed my hand and pulled me back down to lay with him.

"This doesn't make sense." I mumbled. Turning around and engulfing me in his arms I breathed in his sweet scent confirming I'm not dreaming. Or maybe this is a dream that feels incredibly real. On my wrist was a bracelet he made me a while ago but I broke it when I found out the Uzumaki woman. "When was the last time you seen izuna.." I asked trying to find answers.

"Personally I haven't fought him in a while. I couldn't say. Why ?" His hand cupping my cheek as he studied my face. Tears glossed my eyes.

"This is going to sound so weird." I said trying to swallow a lump on my throat.

"What's wrong ?"

"I had the strangest dream. You and madara accomplished your village idea but he went psycho and you guys fought and your brother killed izuna but you and madara made up and made this peace pact but the catch was I had to marry your brother so I did but then madara went crazy again and started this whole war but only I ended up pregnant with your brothers baby but he turned out to be a real jerk cheating on me with some other girl in the village but the only reason you and I wasn't together was because you cheated on me and got married and started a family behind my back" I started crying hysterically "it was awful "

I stood up wiping my tears "Are you seeing someone ! " I asked he stood up and looked at me as if I were crazy.

"Y/n you just told me about your dream of you marrying my brother and having his baby and ask me if I'm seeing someone ?"

"I'm serious !"

"Of course not. . I'm not seeing anyone. No one has my interest but you."

"What if I'm still dreaming." I said loudly to myself.

He grabs me by the throat and kisses me. His warm wet tongue sliding in my mouth with dominance as I remembered made even my nipples sensitive. A wave of goosebumps shot down through my body .
A moan escaped my lips but I pushed him away. Covering my mouth I thought about how real that kiss felt.

"What!" He asked "did that feel like a dream to you ? Or did it feel real?" His face softened. It was clear I'm hurting his feelings pushing him away like this.

I lived months in that other reality. Was it fake ?

No it couldn't had been. I felt paint and pleasure as well.

Which is real ?!

"Y/n..." he said softy .. "are you trying to tell me that you don't want to be with me anymore ?"

I looked him in the eyes and held his hands to my face.

"Your not with a woman with red hair?" I asked feeling the warmth of his strong hand against my skin.

"Just a beautiful woman with most gorgeous red eyes." He responded gripping the back of my head. And giving me another meaningful kiss. He lifts me up in his arms and walks us over to the hidden yet abandoned home only he and I knew about. .

If this is real or false. I have to do one thing I've regretted not doing in that life... and that was giving myself to hashirama.

"Hashi..." I said looked at His gorgeously structured face.

He bit his lip. He loved how I called him Hashi and how well his name rolled off my tongue.

"Yes sweety?

If this isn't real and I'm dreaming then there's no harm. But if I'm not dreaming and this is real at least I've given myself to the man who truly loved me unconditionally....

I also remember the pain from Tobirama taking my virginity... this would tell me if that was real or not.

"I'm ready.." I blushed.

"Are you sure ? You were just saying you got married to my brother " he joked.

"Hashi!" I slapped his chest as he giggled.

"Kidding." He smiled.

I leaned down to taste him once more.

I've forgotten how much I loved this man.