timidity 》yuwin

3.

A little time slip
Yuta' pov:
A corridor which is usually empty isn't empty now. There is someone standing in front of one of the doors. Do I know this person? - I wonder as I walk towards her.

Oh right.
I do.
Kind of.

What was her name again? Jiao lan? Or maybe Jiao lien? She starts to knock loudly on the door. Not mine. My neighbour's.
"Are you ready???" girl shouts a bit too loud.
"You know I don't like to wait! It is 1:53, so I'm giving you two more minutes" she continues to yell.

When we talked yesterday she seemed to be so kind and gracefully, but now she is just being noisy. I better go inside now. Quickly and unnoticed. Being involved in a lovers' quarrel is the last thing I want right now. That poor boy next door, who is always so quiet that I barely heard his voice few times must be having a hard time with her... 

I hear sound of opening the door. Although I usually don't mind other people's business somehow I find myself with my ear being put to the door. Yes, I'm trying to overhear their dialogue.
"Wow! One more minute, and you would be dead" girl says with a serious tone.
I can't hear if there is an answer or not.
"Let's go have some fun!" The girl speaks again. Her voice changed completely in a few seconds. She is all enthusiastic now. You can say it is a completely different person. I wonder what they are going to do that she is so happy just thinking about it. Wait, why would I bother thinking about what plans they have? Is it because I haven't gone out for a date for months? Am I currently getting excited about someone else's love life? Wow I'm acting out of character. It's not a fucking drama Yuta, stop it already -  I tell myself.

I go to kitchen and open the fridge. There are some pizza leftovers inside. Then I'm having pizza~ Cool. I sit on the couch and turn tv on. I rarely watch tv because everything seems boring to me. I check most of the channels, as I chew a slice of pizza with ridiculous amount of cheese on it. As expected there is nothing interesting enough to keep me watching. I turn the device off and continue to eat in silence. It would be nice to share this pizza with my second half tho. Nowadays I just eat alone. Or with Doyoung. Or Taeil. What a looser I am. And that Jiao-something girl is visiting this boy so often making me think about how I would want to not be alone anymore. They probably don't appreciate that they have each other and can go out and "have some fun" like that. And I'm in my quiet apartment thinking about the cute boy next door and his noisy girlfriend. What a bullshit. Did I just think he is cute? What is wrong with me? Did I just think I would want to share my meal with my soulmate? Wow I'm unbelievable. This pizza isn't even enough for one person, and I will probably still be hungry after finishing it, and yet I'm thinking about stupid things like that. What a headache.

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I know this chapter is not the best and a bit short too, but I was doing my best to make it bearable.

School starts THE DAY AFTER TOMORROW and I'm crying.
School sucks. :((

Thanks for reading.
~noebedre