timidity 》yuwin

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Sicheng's pov:
As I eat my cake I observe Yuta's back. I can't see his face, but I can say that he's definetely enjoying himself. His shoulders are shaking as he giggles. Same goes for his friend. They must be talking about something fun.

For a moment I feel bad for my sister again. She's the only one taking me out and making sure I'm alive and well, but when we meet up instead of listening to her I'm busy staring at Yuta. I gape at him so intensively that when he suddenly stands up I'm almost sure it's because he felt my gaze. But that's not the case. It seems like he just stood up without a reason. He takes off his apron and folds it. Then he starts walking towards storage room and disappears behind the doors.

That's it?

As usual I'm discrepant. I wanted to spend this afternoon peacfully, I did what I could for him not to see me, but now I'm disappointed that nothing happened?

So despite not being ready for it I probably deep inside was hoping for...

something

but nothing occurred and I can't change it now.

Wait.
It's not the end yet.
Yuta appears again in front of my eyes. I can now see his outfit. Before it was covered by his apron, but now I can see it clearly. He's waring an UTAH hoodie and that's quite funny. YUTA in UTAH huh. I laugh silently at my perciptive realisation. I must have forgotten that Jia Lien is rather observant too. It took her some time to notice Yuta. But after all she spots him and...

she calls his name
OUT LOUD.

I guess that's the end of me.

Yuta's pov:
I hear someone calling me so I turn in the direction the voice came from. Some girl waves to me enthusiastically. Oh. This girl. She's Sicheng's... I quickly realize she's not alone.

He is with her. Oh god.

I poke Doyoung and whisper "That's the guy" to him. I don't wait for his reaction, but I can imagine that he is surprised. Maybe even shocked. I take a deep breath and smile back to the girl. I can only see back of Sicheng head, but soon I will get to see his pretty face. I start walking towards their table. Just a few steps later I'm next to him.

"Hi. didn't expect to meet you here!" I exclaim.

"The fact that you're here is a surprise for us too" says Jia Lien.

"But it's a nice surprise" I comment and smile.

"Without doubt"

SIcheng's pov:
Yuta's smile is the most beautiful in the whole world, so bright, so happy, so pleasing to the eye. It's undeniably a healing smile.

"Oh Sicheng the cake you're eating is actually my favorite! I see you have good taste" he asserts and winks to me.

"Ah-h really?" I speak up to him for the first time this afternoon.

"Yup!" he nods his head cutely.

"What else do you recommend Yuta?" asks Jia Lien.

Why is she even interested in that? We always go to different cafes and restaurants anyway... and I don't think she will order something more today.
Yuta explains her what some dessert is consistent of which makes me kinda lost. Language barrier huh.

I realize Yuta's friend is staring at me. Staring reallyyy hard. Maybe he is just courious? Or jealous that his buddy left him in order to come to us? The way he looks at me is still a bit weird. Yuta must have also noticed that my head is turned in the direction where his friend sits, he stands up and says:

"Excuse me for a moment"

Then he runs to the boy and... drags him to our table?

"Hello. My name is Doyoung and this dumbass - he points at Yuta - is my best friend"

After his introduction Jia Lien also greets him and says a few words about herself. And it's my turn now:

"Nice to meet you. Dong Sicheng. My name is kinda difficult to pronounce for Koreans, so feel free to give me a nickname if you come up with any"

Jia Lien looks at me in astonishment and then she shows me thumbs up.
I dont know where is this confidence coming from.

But I like it.

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I was listening to nct127 concert live audio stream (AMAZINGGG)
and I'm like..... so sad.
I want to go to a concert someday so so bad, but at the same time I'm aware it's never gonna happen and...
:( :( :(

I felt so many emotions... When Hyuck was on stage I was beaming (on the verge of tears kinda, but beaming) and then I fucking cried when they were singing no longer

AND???
Johnny playing the piano??? :c

Wake up?
Baby don't like it?
Mad city?

I can't live like this
I JUST CAN'T

okay, I got emotional here...
Thank you for reading ily
~noebedre