timidity 》yuwin

9.

The situation is kinda funny. Two of my best friends sit on a sofa across me and wait with anticipation for what I'm about to tell them. Doyoung starts fidgeting, I can see on his face that he's nervous. Well, he's got a call to come here as soon as possible and that was all. No details. No information if there are some good or bad news. Considering this, his reaction is pretty normal.
Taeil, on the other hand, seems to be more calm. Probably he's already sensed that it's not something he should be anxious about. But still he's aware of the fact that this is somehow important. Cause I've came here in a hurry and with serious face announced that I need to confess something.
Both don't have a clue what is going to be discussed here in a matter of minutes. I can't help but smirk a little.

"Geez just say it already!" Doyoung explodes.

"Ok ok" I take deep breath before I start "So guys... Today I wanted to meet you because... The thing is..."

"Oh god come on! Get to the point!" Doyoung exclaims being obviously annoyed at me.

"I actually fell for someone. Sooo I need your advice on how I should... approach him, I guess? The problem is that the guy is rather shy. Well, not rather, but extremely shy, from what I've realized. I don't want to scare him"

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"Did I mishear or did he really say he has fallen for someone?" Taeil questions.

"Yes, he fucking said that" Doyoung affirms "he did!"

"But uhmm. Wow. You're not joking right?" Taeil looks at me, and in his eyes I can see that he demands the answer immediately.

"Nope. I'm absolutely serious" I reply.

"Who is the lucky guy? Do we know him?"

I shake my head in response "But you will"

"Yuta, tell us EVERYTHING you know starting from name, age, hobbies" Doyoung instructs "Photo... do you have a photo? You better do - I wanna see who is the one that made you go crazy!"

Hmm. They more excited than I expected.

"His names is Sicheng. He's Chinese. He can't speak Korean well yet, but he's totally cute when he talks. He moved to the flat next to mine month ago. I don't know how old he is. And I have no pictures of him yet"

Ohhh I want pictures of him.
Badly.

"Like I said he's really shy" I continue "And the thing is that he kind of... has a girlfriend at the moment"

"BiTcH wHaT" both Doyoung and Taeil seem to be shocked.

"Yuta you can't just hit on a guy who is hetero!" Doyoung implies, but then Taeil interrupts him:
"At least you should gather some information about him. There is still possibility that he likes both genders. He might be bisexual"

"Well even if he is you shouldn't ignore the fact that he probably loves his girlfriend. And ruining other people's relationships is definetely not something I approve of" Doyoung adds.

"I'm not that stupid guys. What do you take me for? Of course I wouldn't try anything before a little research. And something is telling me he's gay" I explain.

It looks like my friends are reassured by the fact that I still have common sense.

Taeil gets up and goes to kitchen to get some snacks. When he's back with hands full of unhealthy, but at the same time delicious and attractively looking products we start discussing how can I ask Sicheng out if I decide to do so (after I take a closer look at his relationship with his girlfriend of course) Doyoung wants to know when I am going to introduce them to the guy, and in what circumstances it should occur. We fill our mouths with chips, while laughing and soon we get side-tracked. We talk about all kind of things and I feel really grateful for my friends who are there for me. As we have fun we realize it is pretty late. Tomorrow both me and Taeil need to go to university early so we decide to part. Doyoung is the lucky one, his classes start at afternoon. I'm a little bit jealous, but what can I do? I say bye to my friends and sprint back to my flat. I'm excited.

Dong Sicheng, you're gonna be mine in no time.

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Hi I'm still alive.

I don't know how to write long chapters. The length of the previous one and the one before was okay, so I thought I was getting better and going in a good direction, but I guess that's not it lol.

I was supposed to update quicker
ehhh
I don't know... uhmm I don't have any excuses.

Thanks so much for reading
~noebedre