timidity 》yuwin

14.

Yuta's pov:
a few minutes later

"This guy... you know... I like him. He seems to be affable. And damn I have to admit he's fine. Really fine. And those glasses? Does he always wear glasses? It's such a hot look. His face is rather innocent, but he's still so un-believ-ably handsome!" Doyoung blabs with excitement.

"It's actually the first time I saw him wearing those too"

"Is that so? Then next time I have to tell him he should wear them more often. They suit him really well!" Doyoung smiles brightly thinking about his plan then he looks at me interrogatively.

"O-h okay I guess" I utter.

"Anyway he made a very good first impression on me - says Doyoung -Although I still need to get to know him more to judge whether he's a good person or not. But he has an aura of a good person"

"What are you talking about? An aura of a good person? Does such a thing even exsist?"

I look at Doyoung and realize that I must have made him angry with what I said. He looks at me too and bawls:

"Why are you so huffy today? You were behaving completely different just 20 minutes ago and now you just keep nitpicking! What's wrong with you? Seeing your crush didn't make you happy?"

"How am I huffy? I behave like I always do. You're just sensitive Doyoung" I say despite knowing it's not true.

"Yuta for fuck's sake! These words are the prof! You never talk like that! Gosh what caused you to be in such a bad mood all of the sudden?!"

I sigh.

"I don't know... it's just... he never talked to me like that. And the two of you might have in fact talked more today than me and him had in total. And the way he smiled at you and listened to your trashy story with such commitment-

"Are you being jealous? Jealous of your friend??? Yuta! It was only 10 minutes! And besides that you were literally sitting next to me and you could have joined our conversation. It was your choice to talk with that girl instead!" Now Doyoung is seriously mad.

"I never said I'm jealous!" I exclaim.

"But you act like you are. And also... how is it possible that I talked with him more than you? It's nonsense. You met him several times before, right? You're overreacting!" Doyoung raises his voice again.

"I'm not. He really was talkative today. Before he has never been so eager to talk to me like he was towards you. And the way he smiled at you..." Before I'm able to finish my sentence Doyoung interrupts:

"No. Don't exaggerate! Can't you see you're being totally ridiculous?"

"You haven't been there when I talked to him. You haven't seen-

"And is it my fault? Why are you making it sound like it is? Yuta calm down! Why the fuck are you mad at me?!" he shouts.

We stand in silence for a moment. Surrounded by the sound of nothing I realize the contrast between now and just a moment ago. Why was I shouting? Is there really something wrong with me? Moreover, we are in public space! And I'm causing a ruckus! Like a little child who throws fits in the sky because his mom refused to buy him a toy.

"Sorry I didn't want it to turn out like that. I have no idea what is going on. I'm just so frustrated" I mumble.

"It's okay. I understand. You just need to calm down a little... And you shouldn't think about this situation too much. From my point of view he was just trying to be friendly to me. And I'm sure he was and will be like that to you as well" Doyoung has already calmed down and his voice is back to normal. That's making me relax a bit too. Tension between us disappeared.

He pats me on the shoulder

"It's going to be fine. Just be patient and you'll see. And also... did I hear you right? You said I was telling trashy stories??? Excuse me? I was talking about important stuff you know! I feel VERY hurt, I don't even know if I should be comforting you! not while you're so mean to me!" he jokes and smiles from ear to ear like he always do.

I'm glad I have such a good friend. I got really fired up because of the situation, but he is here next to me, smiling brightly even when I'm taking my anger out on him for no reason.

"I'm sorry Doyoung" I apologize once again.

"I already said it's okay. Let's go my place now, ok? And talk it out. Calmly.
I'm sure we will be able to find a good solution" Doyoung suggests.

"Yeah. We should do that"

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
omg I made Doyoung so angry in this chapter.... I'm sorry bunny.

Also important info:
Sorry guys for such a looooong break... I didn't feel like writing lately (or doing anything at all) moreover I was really busy with school.
I feel so bad for those who have been waiting for an update. Anyway - I'm back. I never intended to abandon this story and now I'm full of new energy so hopefully I will be able to keep updating regularly. If there was even one person looking forward to new chapters I would like to apologize again and thank you for your  patience. Chapter no. 15 coming soon. Thanks for reading .
~noebedre