timidity 》yuwin

8.

Sicheng's pov:

I need to mull things over.
What have just happened?

I can't believe he was HERE in MY APARTMENT, used MY FREAKING MUG, sat on MY CHAIR I ALWAYS SIT ON and ate sushi from a PLATE I USE EVERYDAY. 

I dont even know if  I should kill or worship Jia Lien for making all that happen. At first I was furious. But now... now I feel like...

damn I feel like I flew over the clouds,

like I won a lottery,

like I met God!
(and that's kind of true actually)

I won't be able to sleep peacefully tonight.

Yuta's pov:
I smile to myself while I open the door to my flat.
The boy is so adorable.
The moment he looked in my eyes for the first time I realised it. I wasn't sure if I would be able to handle this level of cuteness. I actually didn't handle it. When he burned himself with the tea, when I saw a blush across his innocent-looking face, I knew. I knew I was defeated and couldn't help it.

But this is alright.
It's alright to be defeated by someone like him.
I can't be blamed.
It's only natural to fall for him.
Anyone would say that, right?

He is pure perfection and it's completely normal to find him attractive. I bet he has lots of girls lined up for him. And boys too.

But I don't want to stand in that queue.

I definetely don't want to.

And I won't.

Because what I want to do is to go to the front of the line immediately. I don't want to wait. I don't want to have him stolen by someone else. I want to walk to the front with a smirk on my face. I want to leave all those people waiting for their chances behind me. I want to tell them that I would be the one he chooses.

I have to make him choose me.

I still don't know much about him.
Yet I'm so whipped for him.

We only talked a little, but I'm fucking sure that he's special.

So I want him to be mine.

He has a girlfriend right now? Well I don't give a shit. I'm gonna be brutal and take him from her. Call me a psycho. I will achieve my goal. My gay-radar never lies. This boy gives me this particular vibe, which tells me he's not straight. I believe my intuition. He hasn't done anything that would make me think that he's gay, he was shy and blushed a lot, that's true, but that's not solid evidence.

So I'll observe him to find out if my theory is correct. I'm pretty sure it is, but still before I make a move on him, I should check things.

I want to get to know him badly. I want to hold his hand and tell him that thought world we live in is a scary place sometimes, everything will be okay. That I'll be by his side to protect him. That he doesn't have to be afraid anymore because I'm always here. Next door. And if he says a word I can be in the same room, same bed, hugging him in his sleep and making his nightmares go away. I can be all his. If he only wants me to be his.

I need to talk about it to someone. Right now.

I put on my jacket, which I have just took off a moment ago. I start to run down the stairs as fast as I can. I almost trip over my own feet. I'm a mess.
Taeil, my best friend hopefully lives nearby, so I manage to get to his place pretty soon. I didn't even think about calling him beforehand. Whatever. He's probably at home.

I click on a doorbell. I don't have to stand there for long, my dear friend opens the door almost right away.

"Why are you so out of breath?" is the first thing I hear from him.
"Did you decide to start jogging and didn't tell me?" he continues his lame joke.

"Haha you're SO funny" I reply while entering his house.

"So what is it?" he asks.
"What have made you run here like crazy, huh?"

"It's some big news... we should call Doyoung too" I utter.

"You really make me curious bro" he states while serving me a glass of water.
"Drink this. You probably broke the record in covering the distance between our houses. Remember? We once had a bet about who will get to my place first. You won then, and today it seems like you were even faster. You should seriously consider taking part in a marathon" he jests.

I drink everything to the last drop. While Taeil messages Doyoung to come urgently, I just stare at him. I feel my pulse slowing down.

I'm making a big deal out of this situation, because last time I was interested in someone was when I was twelve. And then it only lasted for three days, so I can't even call it my first love.

"He will be here soon" Taeil informs me. "But before he comes can you tell me a bit about it? I'm dying to know what caused you too be like this!" he pouts cutely.

It's different kind of cuteness. Taeil is just... cute. Sicheng makes my heart beat faster. That's the difference.

"Don't be unpatient Taeil" I tease him. He quickly gives up on trying to get any information out of me. He knows it's impossible.
We continue to sit in silence for couple of minutes and then we hear a doorbell. Here he is.
Doyoung.

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I'm sooo excited for NCT 127 comeback which is THIS WEEK
yayshagyay I can't wait!!!

also in regular dream & irregular office

ThEy ArE sO hOt

it's illegal!

I just wanted to say this. I feel like I need to announce to the world that they are gorgeous, beautiful, handsome men and soon we'll be able to hear new songs and be even more impressed by their talents and how awesome they are. I can already say that this album will be a work of art, a masterpiece, it will crush us and then make us alive again.
~noebedre