John's Pov
Ah.
This sucks.
I finally made good friends and now I have to move. I hate this so much. For Once my dad noticed my pain and got me a phone to stay in contact with them.
"Don't break my trust." He had said before handing me the phone I have been waiting to get for 15 years.
Well sorry dad that failed.
His number one rule was to not make online friends yet I did anyway.
My online friends are really cool, they are the only people I can relate to and feel safe to come out gay to so that's what I did.
Parents will never understand how much online people can actually help you.
One of the online people I started talking to goes by- Margarita. She came out as pansexual.
I didn't want to tell an online person that could be a 50 year old man (she probably isn't tho) my real name so I just told her I went by Jack.
Well- back to my in real life friends- Even though I put they're phone numbers into my phone I barely text them. I have only texted each of them maybe once or twice because I'm scared I'm gonna screw up.
It literally takes me over 20 minutes to respond to a text that simply says 'hi'.
I feel like its easier to talk to people in person rather than text if you know them in real life. I dunno.
The only time we commicate with each other now is commenting on each other's art on Deviantart or liking each other's posts on Instagram.
Since I moved from South Carolina to New York and have no friends to hang out with now I just lay in my room, listen to depressing music, draw, and talk to online friends
Alone.
A/N- I tried ok?? It will get better sooner in the story don't worry. Also this was literally me over the summer. I guess this is basically a vent put into a story lmao.
I need friends-
- your depressed Author LLBT ☁
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Love, John { Lams }
FanficYou'll Just have to read and see what happens :) some of the topics in this is based off of my life- Also the cover might change throughout writing welp have fun enjoying this horribly written book that I'll try my best to update uwu Trigger Warn...
