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17.- Questions

*oof jimin in this era was wAow, also what the actual hell 700 reads and 100 votes y'all have me shOOK, tysm!*

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"You're using the wrong formula, Soyoung, you're supposed to be using this one." You scolded you're younger cousin with her math homework.

"I don't like math, it's completely useless. School is useless in general." Soyoung complained and began resting her head on the kitchen table.

"Soyoung, you used to love school though. What's with the sudden change?" Her behavior concerned you seeing as she had never complained about school in her entire lifetime.

"It's just.." She inhaled deeply, "Ever since I started Senior year, my parents expectations for me have risen, like a ton. And when I give it my all, it doesn't seem to meet their expectations, which has made them say some pretty hurtful things."

You nodded your head after she spoke, being able to relate to those same emotions she was experiencing at the moment. It wasn't a good time.

"I guess I've just been feeling quite down lately. I tried talking to Jiwoo about it, and he completely ignored me, you know how he is already." She continued, "I'm also kinda questioning myself lately.."

You raised an eyebrow in confusion, her words can mean so many different things which of course can confuse the living hell out of anyone. Even the smartest of people.

"W-what do you mean, questioning yourself?" You asked for a clarification.

"Remember my friend, Hayeon? Lately, I've been feeling certain feelings for her.. and I don't exactly know what to do. Am I gay or- I don't know I'm just confused. Who knows what my parents'll say if they-"

You cut her off by placing your palm on her mouth, as well as to stop her from confusing herself even more.

"Hayeon, calm down okay? I'm glad you decided to talk to me about this, especially since I myself, am bisexual. But, if you think you have a certain something for her, stop thinking and sort your feelings out first. Don't come out to anyone if you're not ready to, don't force yourself to basically." You tried to calm her down, at this point you don't think you've ever related to someone this much in your life.

Hayeon began choking up, blatantly obvious how hard she was fighting back her tears. "She got a boyfriend yesterday, and after she told me.. I-I started crying all of a sudden.."

That's when you pulled her into a hug, rubbing her back as a way to soothe her. She didn't just have a crush on Hayeon, she loved her.

"How did you know..? That you weren't straight, that you liked guys and girls?" She spoke through the tears.

"Growing up I always felt a little different from others. When it came to romance, I never felt the way I did when others described it. And all of a sudden I found myself obsessing over this guy in my homeroom, like badly. After some time, I got over him, obviously. And soon I got close to this girl and soon had feelings for her. After that, that's when I realized who I was."

"What happened to the girl?"

"Well, she liked me back, so we dated. But after that- I don't want to talk about. I can't forgive her at all." You sighed, recalling the memories between you and her.

"It's okay, you don't have to tell me." Soyoung placed her palm onto yours.

Suddenly, the door busted opened, revealing an angry Yoongi.

"What the hell (Y/n)?!" He began yelling, his entrance and tone actually frightened both Soyoung and you.

"Soyoung, tell your parents that I'm sorry I had to end your lessons today. But please start heading home." You ordered Soyoung who hastily made her way past Yoongi and out the door, making sure to close the door.

"WE HAVEN'T EVEN BEEN DATING FOR 2 WEEKS AND YOU'RE ALREADY PULLING THIS BULLSHIT?! THIS IS UNBELIEVABLE, WHAT THE ACTUAL HELL? YOU'RE A FREAKING MAN HOE!" Yoongi began shouting, his words confusing you.

"What are you talking about?" You asked with the calmest tone you could manage to make out. A lump in your throat began forming itself.

"YOU SHOULD'VE JUST TOLD ME YOU LIKED JIMIN INSTEAD OF LEADING ME ON!" Yoongi was frustrated. The veins in neck were literally popping out so much, they seemed to not even be a part of his body. His jaw was clenched, and a fury in his eyes that scared you so much.

You approached him with caution, making sure that he doesn't lash out or do anything. "Yoongi.. calm down, and tell me clearly what you're trying to say. I don't want to argue with you, so let's settle this like the adults we are."

You made sure to lock eyes with him, and somehow made him calm down. His heart rate began slowing down, and his breath was steadying itself.

You gently led him to the sofa, hoping this'll help the situation somehow.

"Why didn't you tell me?" He asked.

"Tell you what?" You furrowed your brows, still questioning the reasoning towards his anger.

"That you liked Jimin, that the two of you kissed.." Yoongi let out.

"Yoongi, I'm not lying when I'm telling you this. When he kissed me, we weren't together. I don't like him like that, because I like you and no one else. I'm not the kind of man who'll go around cheating on their partner, for me trust and honesty is one of the most important things in a relationship." You held his hands as he heard you out.

He sighed, pursing his lips. "I honestly didn't plan on falling for you, and when I noticed I did that's when I wanted to show you more of an affectionate side. I started holding your hand, hugging you. I wanted to show you that I genuinely cared about you, I'm sorry for accusing you, and yelling.." He finally apologize, beginning to rub circles on your hand.

"It's alright, as long as we talk it out." You reassured him with the small smile that drove him crazy every single time he had seen it. You cupped his cheek and gave him a peck, declaring the end of the misunderstanding.

"Quick question, why is Jimin's nickname for you Blue?"

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