Is This Possible? (Connor/Rk800 x Reader)

Chapter 7

You and Kamski continued to argue like the devil and angel on Connors shoulder. By this point his LED was flashing red probably due to stress starting to build up which did make you feel bad but you seriously didn't want him to shoot a fucking android. Though the decision was finally made and Connor handed the gun to Kamski. Kamski smirked and raised a brow. "Interesting..." He mused. Your blood was boiling by this point and you were glaring several daggers at Kamski for the game he decided to pull on Connor. "Turns out humanity's chance of taking down deviance... Is a deviant himself..." his voice dripped with amusement by all that was happening. You rolled your eyes and grabbed Connors wrist and gave him a small tug.

"Come on Connor. Let's get the fuck out of here." You growled as you glared at Kamski. Though Connor didn't budge. It was like Kamski's words had gotten to him.

"I'm NOT a deviant..." Connor had growled. He looked dumbfounded and confused and at this point you knew... You knew that Connor was slowly becoming deviant. But you wouldn't let that out.

"Oh of course you aren't. At least not until you come to terms with it." Kamski asked in his usual cryptic way of speaking. This time you grabbed Connors hand but tightly this time.

"Connor lets go. This guy is just wasting our time." You said and tugged him towards the exit. Connor complied and followed behind you. Though the words he heard confused him.

"By the way, I always leave an emergency exit in my programs. You never know..." Little did Connor know, he would be thinking about those words constantly and it would continue to eat away at him. Once the two of you got outside, you decided to test Connor a little bit.

"Why didn't you shoot, Connor?" You asked as you stopped where you were. Connor was closer to the car than you were. He stopped suddenly and turned.

"I just couldn't do it (Y/n)! I saw her eyes and... And I just couldn't okay?!" he exclaimed sounding distressed. Though what peaked your interest and supported your theory more. Was  his last part of his explanation. You smirked and walked over to him.

"You called 'it' a 'she', Connor..." You said nonchalantly. Connor's LED flashed yellow for a moment before he even answered.

"I... I-" He stuttered but you stopped him by giving him a hug.

"Shut up. I'm just teasing you." You said with a small chuckle. His LED went to blue as soon as you hugged him. Though what surprised you the most was when he hugged you back and stuffed his face in your shoulder as if he was searching for comfort. Your smile fell and you held him a bit tighter. "You... You alright, Connor?" You asked softly.

"I-I've never hesitated like that... I was... Conflicted... On what to do there." He muttered with a disappointed tone behind his voice. It made your heart drop to hear him say that. "I didn't know what to think while you and Kamski went back and forth telling me what I should do... At that point I didn't know what to do." he finished hugging you a bit tighter too. You rubbed his back gently.

"In complete honesty, Connor, I think you did the right choice in not shooting her... Sure we needed answer but... Maybe we have enough evidence by this point to try and puzzle everything together." You said pulling away from him but keeping your hands on his shoulders. "But for now. How about we head back home and enjoy the warmth and comfort again? Because I don't know about you but I'm freezing my ass off out here." You chuckled. Connor smiled and gave a nod.

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"Whoa. The fuck happened here? A party that I wasn't invited to?" You asked as you entered the top floor to the Stratford tower. A fellow officer chuckled beside you.

"No. A few deviants came in and broke into the Stratford tower. It seems the so call 'leader' of the deviants used the stratford tower to create some sort of speech." he debriefed you on the situation while Connor already jumped into action and began to investigate. You continued to speak with the officers and look around a little bit but mostly got different stories from officers but they all seemed pretty much the same.   Next thing you knew, a deviant comes out of no where with a gun causing you to be in a corner with an officer a few feet ahead of you. Some of the officers have a gun while the others are trying to talk him down. Your heart pounded into your chest at what felt like miles per hour. You heard a gun fire and prepared for the worse but the deviant went down and you looked to your right to see Connor with a hole in one hand, his shirt unbuttoned and stained blue a little bit with his chest exposed with a lot of blue blood. His expression was dangerous and looked deadly but he blinked a few times and nearly fell over but you quickly caught him and placed a gentle hand on his cheek.

(Y/n) status: ^

"Connor. Connor look at me." You said and he did as told. "What's wrong? D-did you lose too much blue blood?" You asked him with worry laced in your voice and your expression was worried in general.

"N-no... I just moved to fast after putting in my therium pump back in..." He said. His voice a bit raspy and husky causing you to blush a little bit.

"A-alright..." You said nervously. "I'm just glad your okay." You added.

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Once the two of you got home, you immediately hugged Connor. He was taken by surprise but wrapped an arm around you none the less. "(Y/n)? Are you alright?" he asked you as he looked down at you with a confused expression. You hugged him slightly tighter.

"I-i... Thought y-you were on the verge of dying." You whimpered into his chest. His LED went from yellow now to Blue after he heard those words.

"I'm sorry if I worried you... But I can assure you I cannot die." he spoke out. "each time I get damaged, my memory is transfered to a fixed model. Though sometimes I will lose fragments of memory when that happens." he informed you.

"It wouldn't be the same then if you game back in a different model..." You muttered with a slight pout to your tone.

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OOF I added a lot of fluff/hugging to this chapter. But I felt like it needed to be done in order to slowly but surely transition to le romance of this story. After all it is a reader insert and what is a reader insert without some romance in it?