The Teenage Book

Naps, Stress and Pie

I figured I would just do this, put down times and stuff for the whole day, then post it before I get to sleep at the end of the day

Wednesday

12:45 PM

Ugh. Went up to the fairgrounds for about 30 minutes. Totally stressed out. I don't have technically have an anxiety disorder, but it's pretty close. Anyways, I started panicking. I left my little stress ball thing at home (3 hours away) because I was afraid I would lose it, so I pretty much strangled whatever was in my pocket. I think it was a bit of money. Not sure. Anyways, we luckily left after a little bit and went back to the house to take naps. We're staying at my Nana's, since she only lives about 15-20 minutes from the fairgrounds

2:10 PM

Just woke up from a nap. Except I was listening to music through my earbuds when I fell asleep. And it started to storm outside, thunder storm.

So I flipping wake up at the worst time

Shatter Me by Lindsey Stirling was playing.

Somebody make me feel alive

and shatter me~

And of course, I was at the point where they sing "shatter me~" pretty loud.

And it thundered EXTREMELY loud just at that point.

So it woke me up and I sat up on the couch pretty fast and was gasping. It scared the crap out if me, it took five minutes to calm down. Terrible way to wake up -_-

Now we're on the way up to the fairgrounds for the rest of pig weigh-ins. I get to leave around five to go to my birthday dinner ^-^

2:54 PM

Just got to the pig barn. They're playing Hall of Fame on the speakers. YESSSSSSS. If you've never listened to it, YouTube it. Hall of Fame by the Script. Awesomeness.

3:30 PM

We found out that this one lady from the past two years will be the judge for showmanship. She is so dang annoying I can't even begin to explain it. She like stretches out her syllables and talks in this high voice, and is so unbelievably girly.

She's like Professor Umbridge from Harry Potter.

Google it.

I'm so mad, I hate this woman

5:54 PM

Had a bit of another panic attack. I had to sit down and control my breathing. BUT I made it to my dinner only 45 minutes late! XD The people running the weigh-in started 22 minutes late. Like, what the heck. I could've gotten an episode of Slugterra in.

Learn to tell time, folks

8:34 PM

So we were driving back to my Nana's, and these boys were riding bikes to a restaurant

And one was roller blading

And he had a LEAF BLOWER, blowing him along.

You, sir, are a genius.

9:23 PM

Just got news from back home. Stuff's going down.

Four boys, all of whom we know, were screwing around with a potato launcher. And the oldest of them got hit in the head.

Life Flight, an emergency medical helicopter service for those who don't know, took him to a local hospital. And then to Ann Harbor, Michigan, one of the top hospitals in the country, for emergency brain surgery.

And it doesn't look good.

Now. Nobody deserves this.

But I know these boys. They know better.

And they were f*cking around and now look what's happening.

Just... :(

Keep the family in your prayers, please.