rushing as fast as he could, Taehyung swung open Hoseok's bedroom door and was engulfed in a hug from the elder. "i miss him so much!"
Taehyung just hugged him back and couldn't even say, 'he's gonna be okay.' because the man was drifting away at the bottom of the river near Busan Bridge.
-
Taehyung has finally gone to school. feeling an immense amount of guilt, he avoided his only two friends. when lunch came he found himself sitting with Jungkook instead.
"hey baby boy."
"hi." Taehyung spoke dryly.
"what's w-"
"the officer we killed was Hoseoks stepdad."
"damn." Jungkook leaned back then continued eating, "small world."
"Jungkook!"
"what?" the younger immediately looked at Taehyung and tilted his head.
"i'm being serious."
"as am i." Jungkook snapped back, "i don't care who he was related to. it was his life our yours. now tell me, now that you know who he is, would you have made a different choice?"
Taehyung shook his head so quick he felt even more guilty. "and why is that?""b-because i wanted to live."
"okay then. don't get upset at me when we both have the same interests in mind." Jungkook replied and continued to eat.
Taehyung glanced over slightly and noticed Jimin giving him an odd look. the blonde wanted Taehyung to sit back at the table with them and didn't understand why he was sitting with Jungkook when they didn't know each other.
he looked away but just to his luck, Jimin and Hoseok came to the table and took a seat right across from Jungkook and Taehyung. "the fuck are they here for?" Jungkook asked Taehyung but was loud enough for everyone to hear.
"they're my friends." Taehyung nudges his shoulder making Jungkook glare at him.
"they're not mine. so why are they here."
"a friend of Taehyung's is a friend of mine." Jimin smiled and held out his hand, "I'm park Jimin and this is Jung Hoseok."
"Taehyung and i aren't friends and i'm fed up so i'm leaving." Jungkook left his tray and walked away mumbling a, "fuck all of you." while he left.
after all they've done, they aren't friends yet. but then again those activities weren't friendship goals or bonding exercises... but Taehyung still felt hurt inside for a reason he couldn't explain. there's no way that killing a man together made them friends. that killing three people together made them close. it didn't work that way. what they had was fucked up.
"Jungkook." Taehyung called but the younger just kept walking, "he's just shy." Taehyung laughs nervously as he drinks his strawberry milk.
"what did you just call him!" Jimin gasped and shook Hoseok violently.
"i called him.. his name. Jungkook."
"no one can call him that! he always snaps and threatens people." Jimin explained with wide eyes.
"well i don't call him that often, only when i need something." Taehyung says, which wasn't technically a lie. he only called Jungkook when he was begging to be saved...
fuck.
the table was silent after that and Taehyung was starting to think of yesterday's events. not finding out that he killed Hoseoks stepdad, by the fact that he made out with Jungkook. holy shit, how did he manage to forget that.
and they removed their clothes, except their pants, so maybe not all their clothes- what would have happened if Jimin didn't call when he did?
"why are you so red?" Hoseok asked as he broke his conversation with Jimin.
"no reason, s'cuse me." Taehyung got up from the table rather quickly and ran out the cafeteria where he was pulled into the bathroom, the door locked behind him, and he was slammed against the wall.
"hyung." Jungkook groaned as he placed his lips on Taehyung's. this confused him so much. they weren't friends nor strangers. so why were they kissing again? and why was Taehyung pulling at Jungkook's shirt in such a needy manner. "i want you."
he wants me?
"w-were in a b-bathroom."
Jungkook whines as he pulled away, "then come to my house after school." and with that he left the bathroom, leaving Taehyung dumbfounded. there's no way in hell he was going to his house.
which was exactly why at 4 pm he was knocking on Jungkook's door, waiting for him to answer.
"hello sir." Jungkook smiled and opened the door for Taehyung to walk in.
he watched jungkook walk to the couch and continue watching tv and to say the least, he was confused. Jungkook had said earlier he wanted him, so why was he watching tv.
but the elder didn't have the courage to question it, so he sat down on the couch and began watching tv as well. and time passed quickly. and as time passed, nothing happened.
did he even really want Taehyung? or was it a thing in the moment.Taehyung sighed, he wanted a kiss, he wanted a deep kiss, he wanted to be pressed against the wall again, he wanted his heart to beat out of his chest. "s getting late. you should go home."
WHAT THE FUCK?
"ah." Taehyung spoke gently and grabbed his things. he wanted to cry, but he wasn't sure why he was crying. if a murderer, a psychopathic murderer didn't want Taehyung then who would?
Taehyung walked to the door and opened it while Jungkook sat down on the couch, clearly staring at Taehyung but not saying anything. does he say goodnight? does he say goodbye? what does he say? does he just leave?.
"hyung?"
"yes?"
"you're letting the cold air in."
and that's when Taehyung snapped. he walked over to Jungkook and grabbed collar. "look you son of a bitch, stop playing with my damn emotions. you put me through enough shit, and i don't like it at all, so if you're gonna do something then do it."
"what do you want me to do?"
"you know what i want you to do!"
"i wanted to make sure you want it just as bad as i do."
"i do!"
"do you?"
"yes! i'm saying yes now do something!" Taehyung let go of Jungkook but the younger just kept himself seated on the couch.
"m not in the mood anymore."
"Jungkook." Taehyung straddled he younger and rested his head on his shoulder. he grabbed Jungkook's hand and gently wrapped it around his neck and when he let go, Jungkook's grasp remained firm.
"now what?" Jungkook looked up at him with lustful eyes.
Taehyung used Jungkook's other hand. to guide his own chin, the way Jungkook had done many times before, til they were making perfect eye contact. Taehyung slowly leaned down and touched his lips against Jungkook's but not completely.
Jungkook breathing hitched as he pulled Taehyung closer but Taehyung only moved away.
"c'mon."
"and do what?" Taehyung asked teasing Jungkook as he had teased his earlier.
"k-kiss me."
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Bloodsport'15
Fanfictionlove is a bloodsport when you fall in love with a murderer.