Bloodsport'15

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it's nice here.

there's a routine.

he feels safe now that minhyuk came.

everyday he wakes up and and does the outer circuit. it's about a 40 minute jog around the building but all the rooms are locked- he's checked a million times.

he then eats and bathes.

his wounds are healing nice.

he can't feel his hand but it's in a black cast at the moment.

his hair is longer. the fringe is pulled into a small bun on top of his head.

now he sits on his mattress with minhyuk beside him. the blonde is reading him a story mostly to ease the tension that Im created when he dropped by and gave Taehyung a panic attack.

—

the screaming has stopped completely.

he's not sure what that means.

if Jungkook is dead or just quiet.

but for some reason he can't seem to think about it too long. every time he does, he gets a headache and forgets. "where's Jungkook?"

minhyuk looks away from the book and tilts his head, "i don't know who that is."

"the b-boy who i came with. the one who you arrested first."

"when we arrested you, you were alone."

Taehyung tilted his head and furrowed his eyebrows. "but Jungkook is my boyfriend."

minhyuk groaned and tossed his book aside, "fine." and he walked to the door making Taehyung panic.

"no, wait! i'm sorry." he grabbed his sleeve, "i don't know who Jungkook is, now stay please."

he wasn't scared to be alone but he didn't want minhyuk to leave him for some reason. "if you speak of him again then i'm leaving."

—/—

he wasn't sure what day it was now.

or month?

maybe year?

his hair was pulled back finely into a bun and was now almost fully brown and red at the ends.

Taehyung sat between minhyuks legs as he adjusted the bun and tied a headband around his head to keep the strays from flying into his face.

Taehyung began to hum and he pulled at the string in his sock.

when he heard screaming.

it made him flinch but minhyuk began to sing a song in a soft tone to drown it out.

"who's that man that's always screaming?"

minhyuk lifted up Taehyung's chin. "he's a bad man."

Taehyung nodded and stopped asking questions. he had no more to ask.

—/—

today was a sad day. Taehyung could tell in the way minhyuk laid around the room. "what's wrong?"

minhyuk didn't reply.

"minhyuk.."

"changkyun is dead."

"what happened!" Taehyung gasped. he was always fond of changkyun and recently they played outcast together. at least that's what minhyuk said.

"Jungkook killed him."

Taehyung tilted his head. "who?"

minhyuk sighed. "changkyun was killed in a car accident. now how did changkyun die?"

Jungkook killed him. except he couldn't say that. his mouth wouldn't let him. "in a car accident." Taehyung replied and minhyuk patted his head.

"good boy."

baby boy.

he can hear it now. but who said that to him?

"who use to call me babyboy?" minhyuk flinched at Taehyung's words but smiled.

he kissed Taehyung before smiling even more, "i did babyboy."

except it had a different ring to it.

it didn't make his heart beat out of his chest like he felt like it should.

why was it wrong?

did he like minhyuk?

they exchanged kisses and held hands, so why did it feel off?

—/—

"happy birthday to you~" minhyuk clapped as his hands and let Taehyung blow out a cake.

"thank you." Taehyung smiled and blew out the candle.

i wish i could remember what i keep seeming to forget.

—/—

Taehyung woke up with a smile on his face as he laid in the bed beside a boy with black hair who was watching the small tv in his room.

Taehyung looked at boy and furrowed his eyebrows. who the hell was he? why did he look so familiar?

Taehyung felt his body lay back down and his head being rested against the boy's chest. their hearts were beating in sync but he was still confused. "who the hell are you?"

the boy looked at him upon him speaking. "oh you're awake."

"i've been awake for a few minutes.."

the boy didn't reply. in fact it was the boy standing at the door who spoke. "who are you..?"

"i'm—"

he said his name but it came out as a bunch of random letters rather than a actual name.

Taehyung looked around at everything that seemed to be frozen in place. "where am i?"

"i don't know where you are, but i'm in your head."

Taehyung was tired of bullshit answers.

"sup cunt."

Taehyung turned around and saw yet another boy appear. he seemed to be the same as the boy on the bed and at the door. 

Taehyung didn't reply as he felt a hand on his shoulder. "why the hell didn't you do the dishes."

"yo, dont puke on the art." another said with a laugh

Taehyung turned to see yet another boy sitting on the bed beside the one laying down, "he's too dumb to understand."

Taehyung felt the urge to throw up as he ran from the room and into the living room.

he felt something warm on his feet and as he looked at his bare feet, he saw a red thick liquid coating them. his eyes followed the red to a boy who was on a wall, pinned with thick nails in his hand and legs as if he was being crucified.

"holy fuck.."

the boy slowly lifted his head, his eyes blood shot and his face covered in blood.

"b-baby? is that you.."

"Jungkook."