Bloodsport'15

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guilt.

Taehyung felt guilty as hell.

he just lost his virginity to Jungkook. and he didn't have to list again what type of person the boys was. an to top of off that they had only know each other for a week and five days. they weren't dating. they didn't express mutual feelings. this was all a shit show, that hadn't gone down hill yet because it had already crashed. Taehyung was just playing in the rubble.

he knew, he was bound to get hurt, but he enjoyed the thrill. why?

when he woke up, he was in Jungkook's room. the sheets were changed and there was no blood on the floor. it smelt of vanilla and almonds, and no matter how thick the blanket was he still felt cold.

he looked over and as he expected he was in bed alone. on the nightstand was a small cup with two pills and a bottle of water and a note that say, 'take me if you're hurting.'

as if on cue, Taehyung felt a sting travel through his hips and lower back. he looked at his outfit which consisted of a pair of black boxers and an oversized shirt which wasn't what he wore over here.

instead of smelling of sex and sweat, Taehyung smelt like mint and something else he couldn't think of and his hair was rather soft as if it had been washed and brushed.

he got up from the bed, taking the pills and limped to the living room where Jungkook slept, on the couch, using a hoodie as a blanket to cover his bare chest.

Taehyung stared at him for a while. how his flurry hair stuck up in all directions and how his rosy lips were slightly parted as he slept. he was cute when he was asleep. he was good company when he wasn't angry. he was sexy when he was dominant. he was a human, so was he so wrong for Taehyung to like him?

he waddled back to the room, using the wall as support and grabbed the blanket from the bed, messing up the sheets in the process, but not caring.

he went back to the couch and wrapped the blanket around himself before climbing on top of jungkook and laying on his chest. he mumbled something along the lines of, "cunt head, hate you." but hugged Taehyung as he drifted back to sleep. Taehyung made sure Jungkook had enough blankets to cover himself as well and soon Taehyung was sleeping.

he slept peacefully thinking that it was okay to like Jungkook. it was just a simple crush. he deserved to be happy.

he woke up again a few hours later and was met with yet another empty space beside him. does Jungkook not like sleeping with people.

"good morning." Jungkook smiled and stretched from behind the couch

"it's still dark." Taehyung rubbed his eyes

"it's like 3 am, we've been sleeping since 7 pm yesterday." Jungkook explained and grabbed a mug off of the table. he filled it up with something and when he returned he passed it to Taehyung with a set of chopsticks. "s just ramen since i can't cook." he scratched the back of his head, his cheeks going pink.

"thanks for the meal." Taehyung bowed and began to eat the lukewarm noodles, feeling happy since Jungkook made it for him.

Jungkook just nodded and sat down.

as Taehyung ate, he observed Jungkook. it was hard to believe that this boy was a murderer. that he would kill a girl in a house full of people. kill a police officer and kidnap a girl and hold her hostage for 4 years. "have you always lived here?"

"yes." Jungkook replied quickly

"so how come you're just now coming to Daesung?"

"too many eyes at my last school, too many ears as well. i moved school but stayed in my house since no one knew where i lived."

"but i know." Taehyung looked up at Jungkook who seemed baffled

"y-yeah but like.." he thought for a moment, "i don't know."

"cause we fucked? it's okay?"

Jungkook choked on nothing as his face change a shade of red, "s not like that, just i mean-"

"you're all confident when it comes to taking someone's life, and all dominant when it comes to sex but you can't talk about it?" Taehyung set down his food, truly intrigued by that logic.

"shut up cu-"

"go ahead. call me a cunt."

Jungkook groaned in frustration before leaving to his room and slamming the door. Taehyung just laughed and continued to eat. he had learned Jungkook's limits rather quickly. what he could say and what he couldn't say. how far he could take a joke and how long he could argue back without being murdered in his sleep.

Jungkook came out the room and threw Taehyung a hoodie along side a pair of blue jeans. "we're going to school, my attendance is shit already."

"yes sir." Taehyung got up and pulled the shirt over his head.

"fuck." Jungkook whispered as he stared at Taehyung's chest. it was littered in hickeys, all different shades and a few on his neck. there was a bite mark on his shoulder that looked like it would leave a scar. Jungkook walked over and grazed his fingers along each one til his hands fell to Taehyung's hips.

he lined his fingers up with the bruise and squeezed it slightly making the elder flinch in pain, "m sorry."

"it's okay." Taehyung smiled and moved his hands so he could put on his jeans. "i like them."

-

after eating a real breakfast later on in the day, the pair drove to school, well Jungkook drove since Taehyung still didn't have his license or drivers permit. it was inconvenient at times but  he always managed to get a ride from someone.

when they arrived at school all eyes were on Taehyung who suddenly looked... sexier than normal. his read hair was messy and he gave off an aura as if he was on top of the world.

"Kim Taehyung!" Jimin yelled as he made his way to Jungkook and Taehyung. "you're glowing. you looked sexier, your freshly fucked. i know that look when i see it."

"w-what!" Taehyung gasped and began to cover himself although little to no skin was showing.

"who was it? tell me! was it Hyunwoo? i know you had the hots for him last year or! or was it Eunwoo. jesus you sly fucker."Jimin began to ramble on unaware of the deathly stare that Jungkook was giving him.

"no!" Taehyung snapped and looked at Jimin

"was it our Oppa!" 

"Jimin!" Taehyung yelled and covered the elders mouth.

Namjoon was in the past at the moment. he and Jimin had an open relationship with the elder but it didn't work out well when Namjoon fell in love with Jimin and grew tired of Taehyung. they didn't want Namjoon to pick and ruin their friendship so they both left him and moved on.

"tell me who it is!" Jimin begged

"Jungkook." Taehyung sighed and motioned to Jimin, "help me please."

"ask oppa for help." Jungkook walked ahead of them, leaving the pair dumbfounded.

"that's the first time i've heard his voice clearly and god." Jimin slapped Taehyung shoulder.

"you have Hoseok, don't be a hoe."