We both came back, Miguel and me, from the hospital with my car. He was singing on the way home.
When we arrive we find Andrea up in the living room, his phone in his hands. When he hear us he turns violently and looks at us without saying anything. He seems chocked. Maybe I was wrong about him.
« Luisa, I got your text. What happened ?
« He'll explain.
« Okay, But quick, I gotta return at work in twenty minutes. »
Forget it, I was right.
I go to my room without looking at him, with an angry face. I hate him. I hate him.
I wish he was Calvin.
Damn ! I keep thinking about him !
I go to my bathroom and take off my clothes.
Don't cry. Don't cry.
I enter the shower. The water is boiling.
Don't cry. You're stronger than that.
I feel it descending on my body. My shoulders.
Patient 99 doesn't know feelings. Patient 99 doesn't know love.
I feel it on my head. My arms around my chest.
Forget Calvin.
I would like to disappear.
Forget.
I would like to never have existed.
Calvin.
This name. Again and again.
Tears falling down my cheeks.
Tears falling down my whole body.
Tears are my only friends.
Proof ?
They never left me.
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Different sides (tome 1)
RomancePatient 99. She was born in a sanatorium. She came from orphanages to orphanages. As soon as she could she left these places of false hope. She creates herself names, lives, job, money. She is Ashley Gordon, student living in a flat with her boyfr...
