The New Girl | Liskook

Part 19

Lisa's P.O.V.

As Jisoo and Rosé unnies got us out of Minnie's dressing room, we ran towards the room where they were singing happy birthday to Minnie, without even saying anything or taking any glances at each other.

I genuinely couldn't believe I had just said no to the boy of my dreams. Obviously, I had logical reasons, but why in the world did I follow my brain? It made me seem heartless, and I didn't like this thought at all. I should've just said yes to him, no matter what. We had deep feelings for each other every since we've met for the first time. Suddenly, all of the interferences we had played in my mind like a movie.

When I first saw him and my jaw dropped at his hotness.

When we first talked and Soyeon spilled grape juice all over me.

When he told me he was going to break up with Soyeon for me.

When I thought he wrote that note and he was broken to think I didn't trust him.

When Yugyeom and BamBam saw us kissing.

When we were locked in Minnie's dressing room together for about an hour.

When he confessed to me.

And when I said no.

I knew Soyeon was going to get mad at me and hate me even more if I dated Jungkook. And I knew that Jennie, one of my best friends, wouldn't encourage the relationship, because she thinks he's a jerk - and so would Jisoo. Rosé wouldn't say anything, but she wouldn't like it either. 

I've been so dumb this whole time. I looked down, disappointed in myself. Being compassionate was good. But being way too compassionate, was not good. I rejected him because I thought of what people around us would think if we dated, not of what we would feel if we dated. 

That was the moment a solution occurred, and I knew taking the chance was what was most effective to do. 

I was going to tell Soyeon the truth.