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Chapter 8

I wake up and Lucas isn't there. "Lucas?" He comes out of the bathroom with only a towel and my whole face turns red. "Yeah?" "Never mind." I cover my Head in the blanket and I can tell that Lucas is still there. He moves onto the bed and slowly pulls down the blanket. Our eyes lock while he says "Good morning Maya." My face gets really red and I smile like a dork. He chuckles under his breath and my eyes move from his eyes to his lips. I snap out of it when he gives me a kiss on the cheek.

I go back to my room. I see Riley and I say "I can't control myself around him. What do I do riles? Every time I'm around him I want to jump his bones. I need to get laid." "Then ask Lucas." I scoff and I say "me and Lucas are not like that. We're more of friends than boyfriend and girlfriend. We barely even kiss. Which kind of sucks but it's okay." "Then you need to figure it out." Even if me and Lucas do fuck I don't want our relationship to be like that. I'm not trying to be a fuck buddy. Lucas is like my best friend but I have feelings for him and he has feelings for me. Maybe we can write this in a rule book.

I go back to Lucas's room. I barge into his room saying "Lucas we need to talk. I'm horny and I don't know what to do." "That's not my problem." I roll my eyes and I sit in his lap straddling him. "We either make a rule or you can fuck me." I say running my hands down his chest while biting my lip. He just shakes his head. "I'm not doing either." "Fine." I say getting off his lap.

I go back to my room yelling "he said no. He said he wouldn't fuck me. I mean am I ugly because any other guy would have said yes." "Maya did you ever consider he doesn't want to rush things. He likes you so he wants to see where this goes instead of banging you and calling you another one of his one and dones." I sigh knowing that Riley is probably right.

I take a shower and I sit in my bed in one of Lucas's sweatshirts.

Thirty minutes later and someone knocks on my door. I ignore it hoping it's not Riley. The door eventually opens with the keycard. So it is Riley.

"Maya?" I hear Lucas say. "Leave me alone." "What's wrong beautiful?" He says sitting in front of me on the floor. I suck in a sharp breath about to say something but nothing comes out. I just pout. Lucas swipes his thumb across my cheek and I start to smile. Lucas hugs me and I wrap my arms around his neck and my legs around his waist. He climb into bed with me and lays on top of me. I kiss his cheek catching part of his lip. I look at his lips and I study them until I feel Lucas crash his lips onto mine. I smile while pulling away. Lucas cups my cheek and swipe his thumb across my dimple.

"Maya. Maya. MAYA!!" I wake up and I realize all of it was a dream up to the point where Riley got in. Riley says "Maya you have to perform today." I groan as I roll out of bed.

I get on stage and the audience is shouting my name. I bring the microphone up to my mouth and say "hi everyone. You guys I'm not really feeling so energetic today so is it okay if I sit down and just sing you a few songs."

I perform a few of my singles. "Hey guys So o have a new song called hold tight that just came out and I just want to know what you think."

I start jumping around and I hear something crack. I pretend like nothings wrong until I get back stage.

I sit down and I see my ankle is swollen. I hop on my foot to get an ice pack. I sit down in the lounge area. Lucas walks up to me and says "what happened. I watched you the whole time and then you seemed like you were in pain." "My ankle hurts but I'll be fine." I stand up to leave but my ankle doesn't allow me so I sit back down. "Okay I'm not fine." He picks up my ankle and kisses it. I say sarcastically "all better now." "What's with the attitude?" I shake my head and say "nothing just leave me alone." I hobble past him. While I push him out of the way I nearly fall but he manages to catch me. "Whatever Maya. I don't know what I did to deserve this. I don't want to leave you alone knowing you're hurt but if you want me to leave I will." he sits me back down on the couch and I take a deep breath noticing how I'm being a bitch just because he wouldn't have sex with me. I sound crazy. In my heart I know that Lucas won't sleep with me because he cares too much about where our relationship is at now. Lucas just sits across from me looking at me. The whole room is silent for a while. If Lucas is willing to share his feelings with me I should be willing to share my feelings with him. "Lucas sometimes I just want to be emotional I don't know how to explain it. I'm broken and when I express that it makes me feel better." He cups my face in his hand and says "it's ok maya you just need to know that everyone needs help. Even if they don't want it." I furrow my eyebrows and I try to stand up to leave. I whimper in pain. "I don't really want to talk about it anymore." I sigh. "Maya at least let me help you." I cross my arms and I pout. He swipes his thumb across my cheek and I crack a smile. "Stop making me smile. You know damn well I don't want to smile." He showers my cheeks with kisses.

He carries me to his room and tells me to rest. I lay in his bed and I fall asleep.

I wake up to Lucas rubbing my ankle and I bend my knee and say "stop being weird. I don't like people touching my feet." "So your ankle does feel better?" I roll it around and smile while nodding. "I told you my magic kiss worked Maya." I roll my eyes. I lean in close to Lucas and say "can I get another magic kiss?" He just smiles and gently kisses my lips. I try my best not to smile so he doesn't pull away. He slides his hand behind me neck and I start to smile. Smooth maya. He hasn't kissed me like that since we were in front of paparazzi. His kisses are nice and soft like cloud. But not to soft. He's dominant but gentle. When we pull away we both just look each other in the eyes. He kisses my forehead then turns the tv on. Now I'm confused.

I cuddle with Lucas until room service comes. He brings in a burger and fries and I start to eat it. "Do you want some maya?" I shake my head no while biting into his burger. I shove fries into my mouth and Lucas laughs. Lucas holds the straw of the drink to my mouth I drink some and I cover my mouth while saying "thank you." "Your welcome M." He kisses my cheek. I move away from him while saying "Stop don't kiss me while I'm eating. That's weird." "Baby." He whines back at me. It's weird to hear him call me that. But I don't mind it. I also just realized after that kiss Lucas is more comfortable calling me pet names. I quickly get out of my thoughts. "Huckleberry." I say mocking him.

We're currently watching friends and I'm crying of laughter because phoebe said "I don't even have a pla.." Lucas says "Maya it wasn't even that funny." I take a deep breath and say "okay I'm done." I start to laugh and Lucas sticks the straw of the drink in my mouth and closes my lips. I finish off the drink and Lucas looks at me. "Are you done?" I turn my head away. "I'm fine." I can feel myself having another moment. I try to make up an excuse to leave before I blow things out of paportion. I look at my phone and I say "I'm sorry but I have to go for a moment Riley needs me. I might be back." Lucas looks at me and sighs. "Okay Maya. Bye." I don't bother looking at him before I leave.

I go outside and I'm bumbarded by camera flashes and people yelling my name. "Hi guys. I'm really sorry but I really can't take any pictures. I'm really sorry maybe another time." After I say that even more flashes go off. I cover my face while walking away. I get to somewhere quiet and I sit there and relax.

I eventually walk back to my hotel room. I see Lucas there and I sigh. I'm ready to leave again. I take off my shoes while sitting on my bed and saying to Lucas "What are you doing here?" "I was worried about you. You were gone for nearly 4 hours and you weren't answering my text." I sigh while saying "I just went for a walk." "For four hours?" I furrow my eyebrows together and I say "Yes. I just wanted a second to breathe." Lucas looks at me concerned and says "Well are you okay now?" "I'm okay. Let's just not talk for right now."

We lay on my bed cuddling. And he looks into my eyes and says "you're so beautiful." I look away. "Lucas stop. It's too much. At the moment it's smothering. I'm sorry. I'm just not feeling the best at the moment." He just lays down and scoots away from me. I face him and I watch him. It's never been this awkward and it's because of me. I scoot closer to him. Just because I said that doesn't mean I don't want him to touch me. I want to be cuddled and kissed. "Lucas?" He finally looks at me and says "Yes Maya?" "Hold me." He chuckles under his breath and wraps his arms around me. I smile and I peck the corner of his mouth.
He smiles and wipes his thumb across my cheek. I lay my head on his shoulder and he lays back down. "Just relax." He says while rubbing my back. I lay in his arms and I peck at his cheek while watching petty little liars. "Maya stop their about to find out who A is." "You didn't even like this show until I told you about it." I sigh and I lay my head on his shoulder.