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No more farkle

I barge into Riley's room where her and Farkle are talking and I say "Farkle are you gay?" They both have a shocked look plastered across their faces. "I also wanted to ask when you're going to go back to your place. I think you're forgetting that you don't live here." Farkle walks over to me and says "shut up maya." I shake my head no and I say "I'm only asking because I care and I also want riley to know that you have some freak obsession with Charlie. Riley did you know that every time I talk to Farkle he never forgets to bring up Charlie. I mean I think I've expressed enough that I want nothing to do with Charlie." Farkle rolls his eyes and says "I know that Charlie is better for you than Lucas." Riley interrupts  and says "maya knows what's best for her and she always has." "Charlie's a dick and he can kiss my ass. He is the only person that I can say I've actually hated." Farkle raises his voice and says "why do you hate him so much?" "Because he is a bad guy Farkle he hurts people. He hurt me." I yell my eyes start to water and I leave the room. Farkle sticks his head out of Riley's door and says "don't be such a little bitch. Crying over a boy who hurt your feeling is so pathetic. I thought you were a feminist maya." The anger inside of me had now boiling. I grab farkles collar and I pull him outside and I say "don't ever come back here. You make fucking sick!"

I lock all the doors and I try to calm myself down in the kitchen. Riley walks in "I'm sorry I let him say that. I should have stopped him." "It's not your fault riley. You can't control what he says." Riley hugs me and says "you're too strong to cry over a boy who hurt you. You're better than that and he's not worth your tears." I cry into her shoulder and I say "he hurt me riley. He hit me." Riley holds me tighter "why didn't you tell me?" "I was scared." Riley sighs and says "you're safe now." The only person I told about what Charlie did was Lucas. This was hard for me.

Riley walks me to my room and quickly leaves then cones back with hot chocolate. "I just want you to know that I am proud of you. You are strong and that you don't have to keep this to yourself. You will feel better if you share secrets like this. I love you so much." "Lucas knows. I didn't want to tell him but I had a huge bruise on my back." She shushes me then plays with my hair.

Hours pass with Riley playing with my hair and watching silly rom coms. "Hey riley can you text Lucas and tell him to pack a coat." "Why?" I sigh while saying "my mom invited him to spend Christmas with us." Riley smiles "you've never brought a guy home to your family you must really be in love." I laugh while saying "shut up."

Eventually Riley goes to sleep and I go downstairs to my dance room. I put on a song from the euphoria sound track.

I stop dancing and I open the door to make sure that no one was watching. I tend to feel paranoid when I get too comfortable.

I finish the night with a stretch to ivy

I started crying and I took myself to bed.

I wake up to Timothée Chalamet calling me
(I'm sorry. I had to put him in the story. He is just so fine) were this before the scandal