You were in your bedroom that you shared with Edwin. You bought some clothes a few months ago as motivation to lose weight and you had done everything to try and lose weight so you can feel confident wearing them.
You got the bag out and laid the clothes on to bed. Before grabbing the black pencil skirt and sequin bandeau top, you took a deep breath, trying to exhale all the negative thoughts.
You slid out of your clothes you had on and into the skirt and top. You closed your eyes before walking over to the mirror. You took a deep breath, you felt good. As you opened your eyes and examined your body. You instantly felt sick. You believed you look fat and disgusting. You felt so much hate for yourself. You could feel the negativity coursing through your blood.
"Your so fat, you make me feel sick, your a disgusting whale who really needs to cut out food, you eat way too much, you're so ugly and don't deserve to have a boyfriend like Edwin who is so out of your league" these words you thought you were saying in your head.
-———-———Edwin's POV———————
I had just arrived home and heard movement in the bedroom. I dropped my keys on the counter and walked upstairs. As I got closer to the room I heard a voice. I stopped and listened in.
"Your so fat, you make me feel sick, your a disgusting whale who really needs to cut out food, you eat way too much, you're so ugly and don't deserve to have a boyfriend like Edwin who is so out of your league"
That's what I heard coming from (y/n), tears began to fill your eyes. I bursted in the door.
"(Y/n) don't do that" I simply said.
"Edwin, when did you get back?" She said.
"Don't do that either"
"What you on about?"
"Don't change the subject and don't put yourself down, telling yourself lies"
"I said those things out loud?"
"Yeh, I heard them all, why do you think that?" My voice breaking.
"Because it's the truth and how I feel"
"Well it's not true, you're stunning and I wish you knew how beautiful you are, I wish you loved yourself as much as I loved you. You're amazing just the way you are. You don't need to lose weight. You're perfect. You're my angel and I wouldn't have you any other way"
Your POV
I hear what he's saying but it doesn't help.
You still feel the same way about yourself.
You believe he feels that way but it's okay for him to feel like that but he isn't in your head listening to the negative thoughts day in day out.
"Please baby, believe me, your gorgeous and there's not another girl who compares to you" he comes up and hugs you from behind.
That sentence. He makes you feel beautiful for a little while. You love him for that.
"I love you"
"I love you too baby"
I know it's short. But hope you like it xx
