We Could Be In Love (English)

Chapter 7~ Conscience's attack

What's up..? For those who are reading my story, I'm really sorry for the late update because I've been busy lately. So, here's the 7th chapter ...hope you'll like it... Feel free to vote and comment. I'm really open to your suggestions that can make my story more interesting. Thank you.

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I was really ashamed of myself. Why in the world I did such a stupid thing like that? I was a total idiot. I made something terrible that even myself couldn't have imagined doing it unless he was really the guy who did it to me.

Unfortunately, he wasn't and that was the biggest shit I'd ever made. I knew that I was terrible sometimes but it didn't mean that I hurt people who had nothing to do with my problems.

It was just an accident. I was just mistaken. Yeah, I admitted it. I was guilty but I still couldn't blame myself. I was still angry and nothing in the world could make me forget what had happened.

I tried but it turned out to be worst. Worst because the more I wanted to forget about it, the more it kept on coming back to me.

Holy shit! I hated myself for slapping that guy. And his girlfriend ... I knew she was really angry with me. I understood her. Maybe, if I were in her place, I would also feel the same way. Seeing her angry face haunted me down. Shit! Shit! Shit! I wish I wouldn't see them anymore.

"Lex!"

A familiar voice called me out from afar but I ignored it. I just stared at the flowers that were placed on the table in front of me. I knew it was Lisa but I was too lazy to give her a glance. Besides, my head was full of thoughts about the things that had happened to me lately.

My aunt, my real mother, the guy who kissed me and now the guy I slapped. Wow! How would I ever sleep again later? I wished fairy godmothers would really exist so that I could ask them to take my problems away or I could also ask them to make me sleep my entire life so I would no longer be miserable.

I sighed when I remembered the couple earlier.

After they left me in the lot I rushed to my car and left the place without any doubts. The scene I made was still fresh in my mind and I did my best to focus on the road in order to avoid any accidents that might have been occurred. And I was thankful coz I arrived at the restaurant safe.

As soon as I finished parking my car, I quickly went inside and looked for a place where I could sit and calm myself while waiting for my friends. There I saw one next to the counter. Well, I had no choice but to sit there for it was the only spot farther from other customers and I didn't want them to hear whatever I wanted to say when my friends arrived. I've already made a scene earlier and I didn't want to add the embarrassment I felt.

"Hey! Alexis Woodley." She said in a high pitch as she finally came. She might have wondered why I ignored her presence. I lift my head to look at her. I stood up and gave her a small hug and she hugged me back.

"At last, you came," I whispered as I pulled away. I watched her as she raked her brown hair with her fingers. She looked pretty today. She was wearing makeup which she did not do often. Then my eyes went down on her floral dress revealing her beautiful longs legs. Her get-up was quite different from the way she got dressed for ordinary days.

"Sorry. There was heavy traffic on the road." She stared at me strangely. "There you go again. I saw you thinking... I knew it. I always do. "Problems". She quoted the word problems with her hands. "That's why we're here to talk about it."

"It's okay..." And yeah, we gonna talk about it but I just don't know how to start? By the way, you're pretty today. I like your dress." I said, pointing at her dress.