Outlaw's Help ~* COMPLETED *~

Chapter 20

    Raph was in his room as he was going to leave in the morning since he did getting some things packed. Leo was in his room feeling a lot better but also worried at what he should do.
    Keep Raph here and try to keep him safe to where he or his brothers could get hurt? Or let Raph go and get himself killed making Leo feel what he could have done if he didn't have Raph go?
    Leo didn't know what to do as he got up and to the kitchen sitting there looking constantly at Raph's door. ' Mikey and Donnie are close to him know... He is like a very close friend of us... But I need to keep my family safe too...'
    Leo got his hands to his head trying to think on what to decide as he heard a door open as he looked up fast seeing Raph. Raph saw Leo and reverted his eyes looking down as he closed his doors.
    Leo watched Raph go to the front door as he opened it and closed it. Leo watched the door close as he soon got up and walked over to his room getting his boots on walking back outside not seeing Raph but his boot prints as they were in the snow.
    It looked like they were heading to the cow's barn while Leo walked down the steps and over to the barn thinking. ' What am I going to say? He is avoiding me so... '
      As he got to the door he slowly opened it as he saw Raph sitting there in a corner as he pets one of the baby cows as it was walking over to him. Leo could see Raph was hurting but if they talked it might turn to a fight and Leo didn't want to fight with Raph if this was his last night to live.
    Leo came in and closed the door as he watched Raph look down as he did have his eyes to the ground but he said making Leo stop. " go back, Leo..."
     " No... I want to talk." Leo said as Raph looked up to Leo as he had still the same look. " Don't do that shit with me. You want to know about what I did..."
    " Then tell me Raph... If your an innocent person then tell me so I know you are."
    " Why does it matter to you if I am or ant?" Raph said looking more at Leo. " Because then I know the real you..."
    Raph looked to the cow petting him some more. " Just ask... And get this over with."
    " What did your new leader make you do?" Leo then came closed and sat across from him as Raph said. " I killed, injured and probably paralyzed people."
    " Have you ever has sex?" Raph looked at Leo with a 'Realy?' look as he said. " Yes. "
    " then you have raped a woman?" Raph looked at Leo mad as he said in a slight loud tone. " Don't even! I would never do that to them!"
    " if you didn't do that or anything like that then why did you kill your own team!" Leo yelled getting onto his knees as Raph stopped petting the cow and stood up on his feet looking at Leo. " Because they were going to rape a little girl! That is where I draw the line when someone rapes a girl that is not even of age! "
    Raph then started to storm out as Leo got up and ran at him grabbing his arm. " Then why do they want you dead?"
     " Because they don't care about that shit! All they carried about was money..." Raph kept his face away from Leo so Leo let his arm go and said with a sad look. " Don't leave then..."
      Raph widened his eyes and looked to Leo. He saw Leo with a sad look making Raph say to him. " Are you crazy... If I don't they will come here and burn everything to the ground!"
     " But you will die doing something that's was right..." Leo said grabbing Raph's arm again but gently as he had tears starting to fall. Raph came right by Leo making his eyes widened as Raph whipped his tears away as he then got his hand to Leo's cheek. " That may be true... But that's what I was going thru when you found me. I got shot for killing them and was getting chased..."
     Raph leaned his face a little low to Leo's making him blush as Raph finished saying. " I never asked to be saved Leo and yet you did. So I thank you... But this is goodbye..."
    Raph then turned and walked out as Leo stood there thinking Raph was going to kiss him as he looked into his hands. " Raph came... You came. You..."
    Leo went to the door of the barn and ran out then over to Raph tackling him to the snow as he got on Raph turning him over as he had a surprised look on his face. " You would give your life up that easily! Not fighting back!"
     " When I meet them tomorrow I will fight back but I hardly will survive with how much there will be waiting for me. " Leo saw how clam Raph was with this while he grabbed his shirt and gripped his hand hard as he leaning his head down with tears starting to fall on Raph. " Leo calm down you still have the fever."
     " Why? Why not you care about if you live or die..." Leo asked ignoring Raph about his fever as Raph signed. " Why? Because no one cares if I live or die... It's not like I have a home or even a family waiting for my return."
      Leo looked at Raph as he saw the truth in Raph's words as he slowly removed his hands and got up but to fall back into the snow. " Go... Go live the life you think you deserve then..."
     Raph sat up looking to Leo while he went to get his hand to Leo's cheek but to have it get smacked away. Raph smiled and looked down shaking his head while he said looking to Leo one last time. " Bye Leo. "