Outlaw's Help ~* COMPLETED *~

Chapter 24

     Once Leo was done he was sitting in the room with Raph holding his hand watching Raph sleep. Leo really wanted to know if he and Raph did kiss while it made Leo feel like he would be blushing so hard if he did when then Raph grunted and moaned a little as Leo got his hand on his plastron since Leatherhead and Donnie got him naked keeping him like that. " Don't move too much..."
    Raph opened his eyes and looked to Leo as he felt the guilt and turned away. " Raph..."
     " you shouldn't have come back for me..."
     " What you just wanted me to let you die!" Leo yelled as Raph yelled back but not looking at him. " Yes! I did want you to do that! Then at least you would not have got yourself hurt too!"
    " I chose this Raph... This is not your fault or -"
      " Then why do I feel the guilt..." Raph said as Leo looked down as if feeling sad saying it. " so then it was a dream..."
    Raph looked at Leo confused. " What was a dream?"
    Leo looked at him and blushed as he just said it. " I dreamed that you got me in the blanket with you as you asked me why I came back... I said I don't know if this feeling I had was feelings of a worried brother or love... Then you kissed me over and over."
     Raph winded his eye and blushed too. " you really dreamed that?"
     Leo blushed more and stood back up mad as he said. " why would it mattered if I did!"
    Then Leo walked out closing Raph's door then leaned to it as he placed a hand to his mouth. ' Raph you jerk!'
  
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     Leo was out helping the baby cows as Donnie would only have him do that from now. He was mad that Raph acted the way he did when Leo went to save him. " Why does he have to act all tough and like he is a person not worth saving... God, his is an idiot! Why did I even go back to save him!"
    The cows in the barn only looked to Leo and walked around again as Leo signed and sat down on the hay while looking down. " And that dream... Why didn't I push Raph away... It's not like I have love feelings for him so why did I even dream of that..."
    Leo scratched his head then yelled out mad. " Aw get out of my head already!"
   He then pouted and looked around till he looked to the spot where he and Raph for the first time got along as Raph fed the cow and they both slept. Leo blushed and looked away as his hands gripped the hay looking to the door as he blushed more as he remembered running to Raph and tackled him to the ground yelling with tears making him than actually tear up.
    Leo whipped his eye that's not covered as he tried to stop crying when he felt his tears sting his stitching. So he sniffed getting off the hay then walked out of the barn locking it then went over to the opened area looking to see if the men come as he felt they would show any day.
    So Leo then went into the house fast grabbing a rifle then back out as he got to the end of the farm and stood there waiting. ' I don't know why I keep protecting Raph... But I can't let them kill him... I just wish I knew why I can't...'

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   Raph laid in his bed as he was already hating laying there like when he first came there. He grunted and looked to the window as he could not get what Leo said about his dream out of his head. ' Why would Leo have that dream... It's not like he likes me like that... I mean... I don't know... He is giving me mixed actions about all this... When he had the fever he was all over me and know he is all mad and distant from me...'
     Raph closed his eyes and laid there remembering the feeling of when they did kiss when Leo was sick. Raph blushed as he got a hand to his head and signed. ' I know I like him... But I can't just go out and try to see if he does to me... I mean he will think I'm disgusting or... Urg!'.
     Raph shut his eyes harder getting irritated as he tried to calm down feeling his side hurt. ' Shit! Aw, this hurts dammit!'
     Raph then heard the front door open as he still had his door closed since he could not really get up right know as he heard Donnie. " Leo your wrap! What happened it's all wet!"
      " I fell in the snow... " Leo said as Raph looking to the door as if mad ' Fucking lier... You where crying weren't you... Why can't you just get back in here and get this all figured out!'