Breaking Boundaries

Chapter 52 - "This Is It."

"Rylee?"

The voice behind me, was so husky and sharp. Every single hair on my body stood up.
I turned to put a face to that voice and there he was. I remember thinking that can NOT be him...

"Do I know you?" I gave him my absolute all with attitude, I'm sure he hated me straight away.

"No. But you're about to, get your bags." I hated him, I hated that arrogant, beautiful bastard straight away. Shocked, absolutely shocked. How the hell could it be so?

"You're my Mom's boyfriend??...."
I just couldn't register it in my mind. It was actually laughable, she bagged a dude like that? How the fuck...

"Why you so surprised? Come on."
His voice was stern, I remember thinking no one talks to me like that, how fucking dare he?! Yet at the same time I kinda liked it.
"You're late. So don't order me around dude."
Oh he deserved it, little did I know... This guy wasn't a pushover and wasn't about to deal with my shit.

"Don't try that shit with me, sweetheart, hurry the fuck up I haven't got all day. Walk!!"

And he stormed off. Just like that. His posture, his strides. Everything was like one of those men out of films. You know the type, the rich one's in the crisp suits that woman only dream of meeting. Well, my Mom managed it. Of course, I liked him straight away he's one hot mother fuck.... Yet still, How fucking rude was he? Walking off and leaving me stood there absolutely gob smacked. Looking back now though, the electric vibes and the sexual tension was there. I didn't realise it was radiating off of him too though.
My thoughts were sexual almost straight away, and I knew it was wrong. I mean, he was with my mother. My step dad? The thought of that title makes me feel sick to my stomach now though. "step dad" no where near it.

"I will carry you! Don't test my patience Lil lady!...
That was it,"lil lady" oh, well, he had me right there and then.
...... Move it."
And now? That arrogant ass hole, he's my everything. Eurgh, I never imagined things would get this far, I never would have thought I'd have became that girl. The promiscuous sort, the one that suddenly started breaking boundaries that should never be broken. The girl that... Fuck, I fell in love with my step dad.

Oh fuck.

Jace!! I forgot all about him oh my god, if he's still here.. No, that's impossible. Hunter's cars here and I'm pretty certain he wouldn't have let him stay here.

So the thing is, this is it, you know? There's no turning back from this. If I don't do it things are going to continue how they are and I'll keep running into another man's arms because I'm too impatient, selfish and needy.

I want him, I don't want to share him. I know they're not technically together but to me they are? She's going to take his last name, I'm literally half laughing and half sobbing in my head thinking about that wedding. But I have to think like Hunter for once, I'm putting myself in his shoes what would he do if he was me?

Would he just roll over and watch me marry another guy, his father? Would he fuck! So my attitude has changed completely and now I want him, and I only want all of him not half. So is Hunter about to become my step dad for real?
Over my dead body will that happen.

"Hey pumpkin!" I have so much hate for that man. My Dad, its crazy how differently I look at him now. He makes me feel sick to my stomach, he's not my father. He's not the person that used to place me on his knee and let me read the newspaper with him on Sunday mornings.
He's not the person that used to take us night fishing and he's certainly not gonna be calling me pumpkin anymore.

I hold my hand up towards his face, "Not today." and I continue to walk past him, this isn't normal behaviour from him he doesn't say a word. He doesn't force me to apologise or tell me how disrespectful I'm being towards him. He simply let's me go.
Maybe he knows? Maybe he knows that I know he's not that fucking father I once thought he was he's not the strong caring man I once knew. He's a manipulative cunt, to put it nicely. I'm glad they're clearly back together even if they are hiding it.
They deserve everything they get, and that would be each other. What's better punishment than that?