Breaking Boundaries

Chapter 64 - "Closure."

*To stop confusion please remember This is part one of MY ending. You have to remember THIS ending. The two bonus chapters will be what would have happened if she had chose Gino or Logan. The bonus chapters will start at some point of either of these two chapters!"

"It's fine - you look beautiful!! Down that shot and get your bag we're going!" I thought I was the bossy one, it seems not. "Ryan, just let me change my dress, I think the black ones better?"

"You need to hurry up, your girls are waiting for you. You're an hour late and the white one is perfect!" So it's my hen night and of course since everyone knows Ryan's gay now he seems to think he can not only come with us tonight but he can also tell me exactly how to dress. I'm not complaining though, not really. Tomorrow is the day that I give myself completely to the man I love. I've spent the last 8 weeks giving everything I have to him - instead of thinking about whether or not I made the right choice.

Do I still think about Gino and Logan? Of course.

Do I still think about the what if's? Of course.

Am I happy? Never been happier.

That's the most important thing, right?

"RYLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE?!!!!!" Jesus Christ! "Fine, okay let's go!" Dressed in a small white dress that clings to my every curve, black heels, black clutch bag and already feeling the effects of the 5 shots he's already forced down my neck. I'm ready. I'm literally so nervous and I have no idea why. I haven't been drunk for a very long time - long for me anyway.

I down the final shot, and head for the door. Tonight is my last free night, not that I'm free anyway but you get the picture, huh?

"Are you ok?" he asks me as we're riding in the back of the taxi. I mean yeah I'm perfectly fine I have everything I want don't I? It's just kind of overwhelming for me to know that this day has arrived. It was quick, he wanted everything to happen as quickly as possible and if it was up to Hunter? He would have married me the day he asked. I've not had very long to prepare the wedding but with of course, Ryan's help, I'm sure it will be perfect, perfect for us. "I'm fine, just feeling a little tipsy already thanks to you!" He laughs, he and Remi have been amazing since they found out everything. No one has heard from Mom, I haven't spoken to her since the day at Bobby's grave. I'm not bothered, I'm not worried and I don't really care where she is right now or what she's doing right now. I just kinda wish things could have been different, it should have been her doing all this for me not Ryan. People change though and so do situations.

I'm happy with my situation, Very happy indeed. "Suck it up sis. we're here its time for moreeeee!" Oh, I'm so fucking ready!

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Entering the club, I see the familiar faces. Latoyah, I hadn't seen her since I left Dad's until yesterday when she appeared on my door. I'd missed her so much. Faron, my long life friend, over those past few months where I was wrapped up in male drama I kinda forgot how to be a friend to her but since Mom left, and me and Hunter were finally happy she's been around our house nearly every single day. Shane!!! - He and Ryan are of course still together and they insisted on both being here tonight, I'm surprised everyone else didn't turn up. Well, meaning Kay. I miss him so much but I know he's in a tough situation, he's Logan's friend more than mine so what can I do? just hope that one day he can put mine and Logan's differences aside and be my friend again. There's a few girls here from school I have no idea who invited them but I guess they realized I don't have many friends, or they're male.

The music is blazing and the lights are streaming, we're sat in a v.i.p area which isn't really where I wanted to be I hate attention and it seems everyone is giving us just that right now.  The drinks start flowing when I feel my phone vibrate through my bag onto my leg. I place my drink onto the table and get out my phone.