Breaking Boundaries

Chapter 39 - "Exposed."

I wake up to the sun blazing through the windows. Squinting my eyes and letting out a small yawn - I smell him. Hunter. He's holding me so close to him, like he doesn't want to let me go has he been like this all night long? Has he held me like this all night? Oh god I hope so. The realisation of what happened last night hits me. We love each other. It's not that simple though is it? Love. Is it ever enough? Can we get through the fact that he has to marry my mother? Can he stop it? I don't think so. I've literally handed him my heart knowing it will be crushed even if that will be unintentional. There's no happy ending. There's no end game for me and Hunter I'm living in a fantasy but you know what? Right now I don't even care, I need this happiness even if it's not going to last. He makes me feel like I'm the most precious and beautiful girl in the world.

"Little lady.." His voice is barely a whisper yet oh so husky. The tired kind of husky mixes with his normal deep voice.

"Good morning." I smile. I genuinely smile, I smile a lot when I'm around him. I turn myself to come closer to him but pain blasts through my body. I let out a small moan unintentionally. "You ok baby?" He jumps up and grips me softly searching my eyes and body.

"Fuck, Rylee. I'm sorry, I'm so sorry baby..." he starts muttering stroking all over my battered body. Why the hell is he apologising?
"I'm fine." I laugh. His face enters a more serious state though, he's pissed.

"I didn't want to go that far, I told you to say the safe word you're fucking hurt!"
He's mad, his eyes they're crazy.
"Hunter, I'm fine I said. Leave it." My voice stern, I don't want him to blame himself I loved every single minute of it.. even if it's hurting like fuck now.
"Let me take care of you, let's go for a bath I'll bathe you." Instant familiarity hits. Gino. He bathed my sore body the last time this happened.

"No I'm fine. Let's just go home?" I'm not mad, I'm not upset. I just can't seem to shake of the feeling that today? Everything will be back to normal again so what's the point?

"Fuck, you're mad at me? Baby..." I cut him off immediately. "No I'm not mad. Let's just go please." He kisses my forehead and nods. With a fierce unsure look on his face as though he's mentally telling me .. "No fucking lies lady." I can feel it. I'm ignoring it. I get off the bed and start dressing. He comes behind me and starts stroking the painful marks. "Rylee?" He whispers into my hair. I can feel his naked lower body pulsed against me. This isn't the time for sex though. I can't let him get to me right now, I have to sort myself out. "What?" I say clear and loud as though he holds zero affect on me. Bullshit though, I'm feeling extremely hot and vulnerable right now.

"Say it. Say it for me baby." I know exactly what he wants me to say, but I can't bring myself to say it. Wasn't once enough? "Say what...." He cuts me off. "I love you. I'm going to sort this mess out once and for all, please stop being distant." He spins me around so that I'm facing him our naked body's clashing with each other. Skin to skin. Shit.

"Are you fucking listening? Why are you being like this? Was it the nightmare? I'm sorry I ...." I hate this side of Hunter, no not hate - dislike? The vulnerable side of him, it's not a bad thing, but it makes me feel so guilty. The man that is always before everyone, the man that is boss to a large portion of powerful people - gives himself to me.
"No! It wasn't the nightmare, it's not you. Not really, it's me. I can't help but think I've opened up to you, handed myself to you ... and you're just going to hurt me whether that be intentional or not.." I don't know where that came from, it was my thoughts they literally spilled out I couldn't stop a word of it.

HUNTER'S POV
Is this girl serious? I'm pretty sure she is. She doesn't understand what she does to me.. what she does to me every single time I think of her, hear her name, smell her perfume, when I'm deep inside her, kissing her soft plump lips, tracing my fingers through her silky fawn hair. Nothing compares to the feeling of finding this. Finding her. Finding love.
I don't know how this is all going to pan out, but I know one thing for sure, I'm positive this is real. That's all I need. Material things in life mean nothing, I mean they help get through life, right? But that's not what's important anymore.
She's upset I seen it in her eyes before she even mentioned anything to me. She still thinks this is what? Fun? A little affair? Even after I told her I loved her? Surely she doesn't. She's not stupid.
"Baby listen to me, you're mine and I'm yours. This will be sorted out once and for all, but I need you to promise me something?" Her precious little face is cupped perfectly into my hands. Her beautiful brown sleepy eyes are looking up to me, just as how a puppy does when attention is needed. Cute yet heartbreaking.