d-251 - cold, periodpain, still being positive even it's the worst day :')

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Last night,

- was waiting for mummy to bawa nasi lemak and lambat

Lupa ah.. I duduk depan kot then masuk bilik.

Pastu I was doing persoalan for bm and it was 2230

I lapar teruk au bcs makan maggi je pastu I baring and tidur with open light.

- I sedar.. Time tu pukul berapa tah but mummy baru balik ah

I tengok meja, tkde au nasi lemak. Adik & bro dedua tengah makan so I tanya ah mana nasi lemak I en then adik cam "tadi cakap tknk makan"

Tak, tahu tk. Dia masuk bilik aku bercakap dengan aku time mamai mana la aku sedar.

Pastu I ambil sikit je nasi lemak from him. Like 3 sudu then I dah kenyang pastu I tidur.

Morning

- I terjaga pukul 2 then 630 so I bangun and main ml & buka bm

I buat bm + main ml until 11 smtg kot.

Sejuk weh srs sejuk. Aku main ml berselubung

But in time tu I buat milo then basuh baju.

Okay camni. I got bad news and srsly I was crying about it.

Then I main ml au tetibe mummy called me and cam dia marah ah. Bcs I malas nak tengok barang.

I tknk menjawab au but urh tah la. I jawab dia and I rasa bersalah gila. So I cried.

Stressed me out.

- jemur baju & masak nasi.

- in my room lagi.. Just for a day I duduk dalam bilik.

- mummy suruh makan laksa and I makan sikit je

Did bm sikit and Yt.

- at 5 like that I mandi and mummy bising bcs we sibuk main ml (I tengah mandi)

She suruh uninstall hahahahaa

Lek..

She was cooking salted egg chicken but I cam tk excited. Selalunya aku happy do kalau mummy masak butter or salted egg but today idk la

I tkde appetite do lately.

Dah 2, 3 hari tk makan malam

So tadi I was abouyt to sleep and I lupa I tk type lagi.

Also today I deactivated my ig & twtr (the main acc)

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