i miss talking to you. i've lost like all my friends by somehow accidentally driving people away lol the other day i was thinking about senior trip and who i would room with bc there's 4 to a room and i remembered you saying i should just try and include myself sometimes and not let them just like do stuff without me or whatever so i asked cait and her friends if i could room with them and they kinda said they hadnt even considered me bc they had like 6 other potential people to choose from lol so now i'm like not even on their radar i literally dont talk to anyone at school and i barely talk to lily and i've lost friends online too and i really miss talking to you because i trust you to be a good friend more than anyone and im sorry im texting you again i probably drove you away too i just feel so alone and you told me months ago to find other friends and i tried but somehow managed to lose like everyone and i feel like i've lost you too and that's the one thing i promised i wouldn't let happen which ig is why i'm texting you even though i know i probably shouldn't
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messages i'll never send
Romancei fell in love. it didnt end the best way. recently i've been wanting to message him, but i know it isn't a good idea so i write things out in my notes on my phone and leave them there for a day, telling myself that if i still want to send after 24...
