it's been like 9 months.
every time i think i've finally moved on, something happens and i realize it's only you that i want.
i don't think i'll ever not be in love with you. and i miss you. i miss your dumb smiley face. i miss seeing you perform. i miss your stupid dancing. i miss the ridiculous feeling i got when you made me laugh. i miss just being with you every day.
and i'm not allowed to. i can't do that.
i don't know what else to do to try and get over you. i think maybe i should just never see your dumb smiley face again.

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messages i'll never send
Romancei fell in love. it didnt end the best way. recently i've been wanting to message him, but i know it isn't a good idea so i write things out in my notes on my phone and leave them there for a day, telling myself that if i still want to send after 24...