Before//Book 1

💐Chapter 24💐Day 12

SW
This chapter contains intimacy , please be warned .
💐Daegu 💐
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Waking up here feels like waking up in Paradise every single day, over and over again.

The printed picture of me and Tae hangs on the fridge by a magnet . Greeting me every morning when I hunt for the milk.

Sitting at the small kitchen table while we eat and laugh and plan our day.

Strolling hand in hand on the beach barefoot while the wind blows my hair into my smile.

Splashing in the shallows and searching for shells and sealife.

Carrying our haul back to the cabin and dividing it equally between us. Writing our initials on the Inside of eachothers.

Lying beside eachother on that same hill edge I fell from and gazing uo at tye blue sky.

Watching life go by as we live together in a completely different universe.

Watching movies until Netflix suggests we take a break.

Kissing lightly on the sofa , always just lips and weary that parents may be lurking.

Heaven.

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  " Twelve days left." Tae frowns from the fridge.
"What !?" I gasp as I stand up and join him by the fridge, my heart racing with fear and the sick feeling gathering in my stomach .

I examine the calender through furrowed brows.
"I swear it was like 20 yesterday!"
My heart sinks as I realise he's right.

Twelve days left. 288 hours.

"Its fine , its ok." Taw reassures me, I can see a form of panic and upset in his eyes.
I knew this Summer was not going to last forever , but a part of me hoped that something would change and we'd be together for much longer.

So now the countdown begins in my head. 12 days.
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DAY 12

I heave the heavy handle of the laden picnic bag down the steep slope to the beach.
"Here." Tae laughs as he sees me struggling and takes over my handle while carrying his too.
   "Strong man ." I tease.
"Maybe your just extremely weak." He grins.

We park our picnic mat that we stole from the wedding celebrations on the sand and place out our food and drink.

A solid grape hits my head . "Hey!" I smile as I try to be angry.
He throws another one at me as he grins.
"Let me try." I smirk as I pick up a grape with my visible hand and an orange with the one behind my back and throw the orange quickly at Tae's chest.

"Oi!" He shouts in surprise as he rubs his chest. I curl up laughing and shriek when he starts crawling over to get me.

I quickly crawl off onto the sand weakily with laughter.
"Nope!"
He grabs me by the waist , pulling mw back easily and locking me to him as he kneels in the sand,  I squirm as I try to escape his lock as he kisses my neck viciously between laughs .

  "That hurt." He mumbles into my neck.

We eat almost everything we pack and I throw the rest piece by piece to a friendly pigeon who has decided to make himself at hone on our picnic blanket.

"Pass a grape ." Tae sighs in the heat.
"Uh huh." I smirk as an idea pops into my head. I stick a grape between my teeth and smile at his response.

"Oh god." He smiles as he rubs his face.
I laugh and the grape crushes slightly. The sweet juices filling my mouth. He sits up and smiles as he scoots over and sits opposite me .
I laugh as he leans in and takes the grape out of my mouth with a swift swipe of his tongue.
"Wow." I laugh, "Strong." I whisper.

His lips meet mine softly .
"Will we lie down." He asks mid kiss.
"Mhmm." I mumble as I'm transfixed in looking at his soft lips.
I lie down on the mat , feeling the soft sand crumble beneath my head.

He quickly joins my with his lips. His hot tongue meeting mine hungrily.
Stroking my hair from my forehead .
I run my hand up and down his hard back . His muscles evident through his top.

I feel myself heating up, well evey where but...down there maybe more.

I spread one leg out unintentually and his belt rubs off my underwear slightly due to my light dress.

I gasp slightly from the sudden burst of pleasure.

"Whats wrong?" He breaks apart our lips but doesn't move.

"N-nothing!" I try to act normal but I'm burning up.

"Are you okay to go on?" He asks un sure.

"Mhm hm!" I nod eagerly, dying for more friction.

"Okay." He whispers through furrowed brows and he resumes kissing me slowly.

My leg twitches slightly and recoils back to my body hitting off his bent knee .
I feel his hand land straight on my knee and gently spread it back out slowly.  Skin on skin.
I feel bare as the wind sweeps up my dress.

I lift my hips slightly , hungrily. I didn't want to admit it to myself but I'm in the mood right now, like extremely .

He responds by running his hand slightly down my thighs inwards.
My whole body shudders, I feel myself getting wet.

He hovers around my inner thigh for a while he massages the skin. His tongue becoming stronger and I can tell he feels the same way as me.

I pull his hair slightly in sexual frustration and feel his lips smile slightly. He likes it when I'm frustrated. He likes pissing me off .
 
A slight moan from me , my way of letting him know I'm not here to play anymore  , makes him hurry along.

Thats when I first feel it. A sort of churning deep inside me. It brings with it pleasure and fear at never having felt like this before .

His strong hand lands right where I'm feeling this sensation. I feel myself throbbing.  He rubs me slowly through my underwear, my knickers feel already drenched but I can't tell if they really are, or if its my imagination and this is all a dream.

I break apart and roll my head to the side in pleasure as I gasp.  His finger pushing against me harshly as he massages me.

"T-Tae," I gasp.
"Mh mhm?" He mumbles through a pleasure full half gasp.
"D-Don't play ,"I shudder and gasp.
"D-dont tease me." I bite my lip from pleasure.

"Are you sure?" He half smirks.
"U-uh! , uh huh," I gasp out as he intensifies.

"Just , tell me if you want me to stop, okay?"

I mumble in agreement.
He sits up on his knees and smiles down at me. He reaches his hands up my dress and pulls my knickers off slowly before returning to where he was.
His lips greet mine again.
I try to focus on his mouth and making out with him to take away from the unknown.

His hand returns to where it was as he massages me again. Without any fabric it feels one hundred times stronger and a hundred times more pleasureful.

I feel a finger slightly poking me before it slips inside slowly and sits there. My face scrunches slightly in pain before pleasure takes over.

He slowly takes it out before pushing it back in slowly. The next time he adds a finger as he wiggles around inside me.

"Uh!" I gasp and moan as I separate from his mouth. The pleasure and fire is unbearable. He resumes kissing my neck as he pumps his fingers in and out gathering speed.

I feel my body jolting foreward and back with his strenght.
"Tae..." I gasp . He kisses my collarbones.

I feel him remove his fingers as he pulls me onto his knees in a straddle and enters me again.

I moan so loud and scrunch up my face as I lean my head back , he kisses my throat as I do.
I can't take anymore when he adds a third and then fourth finger and soon loose myself all over his fingers. 

I fall limp over his shoulder as I hug him and gasp.  I kiss his neck once as he too gasps but lighter.

"Wow, I love you." He gasps and he cups my head with his hand .

"I love you too." I whisper back.

** IM SO SORRY 😭😂
It almost pained me to write this chapter because I just like these charachters so much as just like not like this , but anyway. Had to happen eventually.