The Duchess [3]

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Serayah

The talk with Neymar never came and even more everyday I grew anxious with this pregnancy.Two weeks later all hell break loose.

Every news channel.Every blog posts.Every Tweets.I couldn't even leave hardive to meet neymar.My appearances- all cancelled.

So I'm here in my favorite ballroom in harvard-the soft piano piece playing in one of the records.But all I could hear is the word "Pregnant" "Affair" "Cheater" "Manipulator" every single word that was used to describe myself at this moment.

News leak of my pregnancy and I know I cannot deny this.I don't know about neymar but I am not looking for any excuse here.

The sad thing is the day after tomorrow Neymar is coming back home and I was supposed to have it all planned out but I'm too stressed and I cant be this stressed for the sake of the baby.

I sat at the Private family room at hardive with the tv off and the radio settled on a classic piano piece.Something to calm me on a very stressful day. Despite having closed blinds I still can hear it and I still can envision it.I could hear all the commotion going on outside the palace gates,the anti-monarchist with their hurtful words and the tv cameras focusing on th famous red doors of hardive castle but for once I was grateful for the high gates and fences.It is protecting me and the life inside of me.

I locked myself in here and zar has been trying to enter-to give a statement anything but I cannot do that when my thoughts are all over the place.I disconnected the phone so no one could contact me-I just needed time to myself.

Soft knocks came through the door."Mumma its me,davi."And it was just like that I unlock the door and it was indeed davi and behind him sitting on a wheelchair is neymar-who was not supposed to be home until the day after tomorrow.

I kneeled to davi's height and immediately he wrapped his arms around me in a hug in which I returned by hugging him back tightly.It was something so small and little but it did take the weight off my shoulders a little.

"Let me give you a push"I told neymar before wheeling him into the family room.Soon enough davi was in control of the television-Pressing the number in which I'm sure he memorized it by heart-the channel settles on soem kids network.And I was making hot chocolate for the three of us at the snacks area of the room.Once ready I served it to davi and realizing that neymar was watching my every move.

"Do you want me to move you to the sofa my dear?"I ask neymar and he nods and so I did move him to the sofa next to davi who is again to busy engaged by the television that he was not aware of the surroundings.

Sitting next to neymar in which turned to more of a cuddle as he places his hands on my back and my head leaning on his shoulders.He kisses my temples.As I let out a sigh.Davi settles comfortably onto his father as he lays down with his head on neymar's thighs and neymar arms wrap around davi.It was a comforting silence and soon the little snores of davi could be heard.Neymar turns the television off and indeed the radio was still playing.

"Do you want to talk about it?"Neymar asks in a low voice."I just-I just want peace and a break ney.An escape"I reply and he kiss my temple."Then lets go."He offers and I look at him confused."The cabin"He confirms the idea I had in mind."But we can't.The country would be left unattended." and he shakes his head."I don't see the country being in the middle of a war at the moment and plus Rafaela is here."He comforts me."And right now you are my priority.You and our family would always be my priority." This neymar is completely different to the neymar earlier on the marriage.This neymar was the neymar that I fell in love with.

"What do you want to say to the nation?"I asks neymar as he rubs circles and patterns as he caresses my back."Honestly,I want to tell them the truth.I don't want to hide anymore.I want to keep carrot  and legitimize carrot-" "Carrot?" I stop him half way."I've decided to call the baby carrot,Well actually its between carrot and avocado."And I find it amusing as I let out a laughter that I'm surprise davi has not been awaken from it."Avocado?" I question."I don't know it seems bigger,harder." And I roll my eyes with a small smile."Thats what happens when you're carrying twins neymar-its bigger and harder."That wasn't an ideal way to surprise neymar with the fact that I am carrying twins but his reaction was one cute thing.

"Twins?"He looks at me wide eyes and I smile."I love you,I love you,I love you." He says as he lay davi down on the sofa and turn to me and embrace me into a hug.Nuzzling his face on my neck making me laugh out loud cause it tickles.When he sat to meet my gaze,tenderly he kissed my lips.

"I do really love you sera." And that was all it takes for me to forget about the angry mob outside the castle gates.

"My ten weeks scan is tomorrow."I told neymar-"I'll be there- we will go together."He replies instantly."Thats basically confirming that this is my baby-babies."I kept quiet cause once neymar made up his mind especially on family then there was no going back.

Rafaela and scott have not announced anything on their engagement but they have already gone to spend 'Engagement Moon' at scott's quiet and peaceful home town.

"Sera I know this is a question you want to avoid but what do you want to do about the situation?"Neymar asks me."Acknowledge it-Make a statement.But I do have a question."He looks at me to continue,"Are you ready to acknowledge that you had an affair behind kenna with your ex-wife?" "You're still my wife sera" "Thats not what the papers say" "You are in my eyes" The small commotion between us ends.

"Not that I care about titles or anything but is the children I'm carrying would be bastards?"I asks and he bit his lip."I can formally recognize them" "But thats not what the constitution say" "But I am king" "Still you can't change everything just because you want it to" "What are you doing?"He asks and I look at him "What do you mean what am I doing,What are you doing avoiding the question.Your answer should be yes or no-not I can make them be"I answer him."Fine then yes,they would be bastards"He huffs.

"But there is a way to not make them have that title."He says and I look at him because I know what it is."Marry me."And that was all it took for me to leave the room.Ignoring his calls and I am again faced by zar and basically the 'situation controller thing' that I don't bother knowing what they are truly called.

"Cease the fire-throw me under the bus." Was all I answered."An interview?" but I shake my head no. Interviews will require me to pretend in which I am not up for.So I'm going to apologize to the nation-stand on the footsteps of hardive and apologize.And I am going to do that tonight." "But duchess its late" "We'll do it first thing in the morning." and they nodded and I again made my way to my room.

What had become of my life.

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