Unforgiving// Kth

Chapter 25 Alone

I groan as I hit my alarm and shut my eyes slowly adjusting to the light, my throat hurts like hell and my head is throbbing in pain and my knees and elbows sting because of that fall that I didn't bother cleaning up.

I groan even louder once I remember I had school and dragged myself to the bathroom, thinking of every possibility that today could go wrong. Seeing bts obviously being on top of the list. I hear the front door click open and groan internally. I continue doing what I was doing and step out of my bathroom to get dressed then out the room fixing my uniform.

"Disrespectful bitch" I was met with a harsh slap in the face, sending my body back and falling on my butt. I sigh and stand up picking up my bag ignoring what just happened and put my shoes on. He grabs my head and slams it on the wall causing my headache to worsen and, for a second everything turns white, I feel my forehead sting.

"Say good morning, at least" my father shouted, he breath reeking of alcohol.

"Good morning," I mutter slowly and step out the house not wanting to hear more.

Well, it's either stay here in this hell or, go to school I thought.

I pull out my cap and trudge my way to school not excited at all, nothing to how I felt days before. I sigh once I see my school in sight and suck in my breath as I step into the gates. I touch my forehead and feel something hot trickling down, I look down at my hand and notice blood covering the tips of my fingers. I groan silently and grab a tissue dabbing it slightly on the cut so the blood disappears.

My feet move there way through the crowd and head to my homeroom, before settling by my seat by the window, where everything started between me and him. Between us. And her.

I bang my head on the window and close my eyes trying to get some rest.

"Early I see Jae Eun" I hear a deep voice that seems far away, I open my eyes and notice my homeroom teacher standing there with a pile of papers in his hands.

"Ahh yes" I reply shortly faking a smile in his direction and closing my eyes again.

After a few minutes, I hear some talking and laughing. My eyes open on there own and I see everyone sat in there places grouped with their friends, talking and laughing. I turn to the side and see him sitting there staring blankly at the floor his cheeks slightly red, his desk was further away than usual and his posture was more slumped than usual one fist on the table.

"Alright, class listen up, we have a trip coming up"everyone cheered in the class and turned to high five their friends." it's in two weeks so, get the letter signed and we will be staying the for 2 weeks. Jae Eun, take that cap off will you." he snapped at me, one by one everyone turned to look at me including taehyung. I lift my hand and slowly take off my cap and reveal my bruised face, everyone gasps and begin talking amongst them. But one pair of eyes stayed fixed on me, I turn to the side and see taehyung staring at me, his lips slightly parted and his eyes back to normal. The loving eyes.

"Gosh," Mr Lees gasps. "Mina, take her to the nurse," my heart pounds harder and I feel my body shake slightly, mina begins standing up.

"NO," I say quickly, everyone looks at me shocked."No, I'll go on my own"I clear my throat and stand up and walk to the front, leaving mina behind. I reach for the door and look back, seeing mina frozen in her place and Taehyungs eyes piercing into me.

I run to the nurse's office and walk in seeing the place empty, I carelessly clean my lip and my forehead and walk back trying to calm my running heart.

I'll get through this.

Alone.

Again.

Because everyone leaves in the end.

Always.

"Jae Eun, baby," I stop dead in my tracks and close my eyes breathing in and out hoping I'm dreaming."baby," he coos, his breath hitting my cheek sending unpleasant shivers down my spine.

"What, mark, what?"I turn to face unimpressed.

"Did you miss me?" he coos shaking his head 'cutely'.ew

"Errm, noo" I coo back sarcastically going back to my poker face.

He drops his hands and his face falls."I said," he grabs my neck and begins choking me "did you miss me?"

"And I said, no"I choke grabbing his hand trying to loosen his grip.

"Don't get rude" he mutters through his gritted teeth tightening his grip." or else-"

"MARK" Someone screams, we both turn to look at Mina and taehyung both running toward us.

"Mark. The teacher is looking for you." mina says emphasising every word. Mark scoffs and pushes me back by the neck, making me smash into the wall. I hold onto my neck and try to catch my breath, before looking up and seeing both mina and taehyung staring at me with worried expressions.

Alone jae eun. Alone.My consionous tells me.

I stand up straight and look back, before sprinting away from them, the wind hitting my face.

"Jae Eun," they call after me. but I ignore them." wait."

I kick the girl's bathroom door open and run into a cubical locking myself in there trying to catch my breath. What a horrible day sheesh.

"Jae Eun. open up. are you okay?" mina screams through the door. I sigh and unlock the door.

"Taehyung, you're a boy your not allowed here, "I sigh rolling my eyes, forgetting for a second I'm not supposed to talk to them." well, I'll just leave, "I mutter placing my hand on my neck where Mark strangled me and look at the mirror. Busted lip surrounded by a purple bruise and a massive cut on my forehead and now a red neck, awesome.

I sigh and head for the door looking back at them, seeing them follow behind. My body feels stiff and my movements feel tense, slightly robotic.

Their words just keep echoing in my head 'leave us alone'my heart he's just thinking about them.

I turn to the other way and head about way from them." hey, where are you going?" taehyung shouts after me. I turn back and stare at him for a second before shouting "tell the teacher, I need to go somewhere," I turn round and walk off.

Ouch, my heart.

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Love Rokea xx

edited: 10.05.19