Unforgiving// Kth

Chapter 21 Father

It's a calm day. But it's too calm that the voices in my head have become so suffocating, it's killing me. I hear the front door open groans followed behind them, I heave a sigh and open the door to my room, expecting my father.

"Welcome home." I keep my head hung low, expecting what's coming next.

"shut up, little rat," His breath stinks of alcohol, pulling my hair so my face is looking at him. "Father-, " I was cut off by a great force hitting my right cheek, sending my face flying to the side.

"Shut up," He spits out venom, making my blood boil in anger, I clench my fists tightly, gritting my teeth in order to calm myself. "I'm no father of yours, you, you're a disgrace to be a daughter of mine, "I begin grinding my teeth in anger narrowing my eyes.

"You ruined our lives." He mutters.

And I just snapped.

"I ruined our lives, is that what you think, huh?" Shut up, women.

I begin to raise my tone. "I'm the disgrace now is that it, you dump your problems on me." my tone begins to become harsher by them second, spitting out daggers.

"Are you answering back to me, stupid rat?" He takes long steps closer to me, but I'm not intimidated. Raising his hand and he gives me a harsh slap sending me stumbling back.

"that is all you could do, isn't it?" I mockingly chuckle making him growl.

"You little piece of sh-" He begins to take steps toward me.

''Stop. Stop doing this, your ruining yourself, you're ruining us. Don't you care? You've already ruined my brother. Stop." My voice cracks slightly as I harshly wipe the tear that has fallen.

"NO. I DIDN'T DO THAT. STOP LYING." He forcefully pushes me back and begins hitting me repeatedly, each hit felt numb to me, I felt nothing like a feather was touching me.

"NO. You did. Wake up, dad. Open your eyes, stop doing this, " I bang my hand on the table nearby making him flinch and back down, his head hung low. "Stop."

He begins making his way toward me in anger, his eyes blood-shot red, his fist clenched in a tight ball. Each step filled with hatred and anger, it makes my heart leap.

"This is not how you talk to me, I didn't teach you like this, " He punches my stomach I stagger back, a smirk plastered on my face, my hand clutching my stomach.

"You did not teach me anything. You took off, leaving me and mother to suffer the pain you created, you did nothing. Tell me, what did you do, huh?" I put my hand out in question waiting for him to respond. But he doesn't. "You can't answer me, can you?" I laugh sarcastically looking around the house.

"You ungrateful rat." He swings his hand slapping me once again, he begins stomping on me like I'm a piece of dirt he doesn't want, his shoes digging into my skin and I knew this would bruise. I felt winded like all the air has been ripped out of my lungs, leaving me breathless.

He stops for a moment allowing me to breathe for a second, I hear rattling in the distance but I refuse to open my eyes and just focus on breathing. I feel the heat coming closer to my forearm, getting hotter and hotter each second that passes by. I open both my eyes and find a cigarette coming closer to me, my eyes widen as it digs into my skin burning me. I scream out loud in pain, tears forming whilst I try to wriggle out of his trap.

I kick him in the nuts and make a run for it grabbing my shoes and running out without putting them on. I run to wherever my feet carry me. People stare at me, giving me sympathetic looks, but no one does anything.

I knock on the door hardly waiting for someone to open up. Once it does, I fall into his embrace, clutching his shirt tightly, but I don't cry.

"Come on, let's go in, it's cold." He pulls me in and hugs me, tightly wrapping his long arms around.''Is it-.''I nod my head not wanting him to continue.

"You should sleep, I'll bandage that." He pecks my forehead and leaves letting me settle on the couch. And before I know it tears fell as I fell asleep.

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Updated:24/08/18

Edited: 10.05.19