Unforgiving// Kth

Chapter 32

Something hot dribbles down my cheeks, my head throbbed in pain and my heart feels like it is being pulled out of my chest. I groan and open my eyes sitting up wiping the tears that have fallen, but they wouldn't end, more fall down. I throw the covers away from me and open the room door heading down the stairs my legs shaking at every step.

She's gone,

She left me too.

I enter the living room everyone chattering together, they all stop and turn to look at me sadly, some tears stains on some of there cheeks.

"How are you feeling?" Jin says softly, merely over a whisper like he's afraid of speaking loudly. I nod my head afraid that if I talk I'll break down on the spot, I walk to an empty couch and bring my knees up hugging them tightly burying my chin in my knees.

"Are you hungry?" Mina asks sitting beside me patting my back, I shake my head, I have no appetite." Are you sure?" Jungkook asks sitting on the other side rubbing my back, I nod my head pulling a painful smile.No one mentioned my mom in any way.

"Is she really gone, guys?" I croak my throat hurting as I talk.

"I'm so sorry," they all pull me into a tight group hug while I hold onto them letting a few tears escape my eyes, we all pull apart slowly all surrounding me holding onto me softly.

"Let's eat, "Jin said trying to lighten the mood.

"I'm really not hungry," I sigh putting my feet down.

"Now that is the biggest lie I have ever heard," Jin laughed quietly.

"Please I'm not, you guys eat I gonna go."I sigh lifeless standing up my body slumped forward like a zombie.

"Wait, don't do this to yourself it isn't good."Jimin stepped forward holding onto my arm. I look up at him trying to pull a smile but failing.

"I'm fine, don't worry," I shrug his hand off and walking away before he gets to say something else.

I fall onto the bed curling up in a tight ball hugging my knees squinting my eyes tightly shut the lump in throat growing blocking my breathing. I try breathing in but they sounded more like gasps like I'm being choked.

My hand clasp over my mouth blocking the sounds, tears rolling down my cheeks endlessly, my heart thuds loudly in my ears deafeningly.

*RING RING* *RING RING* I reach for the phone tears still coming out bringing the phone to my ear mindlessly.

"HOW IS SHE? HOW IS SHE? COME ON TELL ME." My father screams through the phone. I cry louder through the phone words pouring out of my mouth.

"WHY DO YOU CARE? YOU KILLED HER. YOU KILLED HER YOU, MURDERER. ARE YOU HAPPY NOW? ARE ALL YOUR NEEDS SATISFIED?" I scream my heart out my head throbbing in great pain.

"W-what? I didn't kill her, it was you. You did it. Why did you do that?" his voice quavers.

"SHUT UP! SHUT UP! STOP DOING THIS, YOU TOOK EVERYTHING AWAY FROM ME I-I-" I break down through the phone holding onto my head screaming on the top of my lungs.

"Come or I will kill your friends too, just for 5 minutes" his voice was half serious half pleading. I stop dead my body freezing unable to do anything my eyes wide.

"No please no-" my voice turns in a tone of beg.

"Then come," he ends the call straight after leaving me in shock.

I jump up running down grabbing my shoes and heading for the door quickly.

"Where do you think you're going?" everyone stands in front of me their arms crossed, eyebrows raised up.

"My dad called .I-I. I have to go I'll be back." my body shivers crazily as their postures loosen up.

"Should I come with you?" Taehyung holds my hands looking into my swollen eyes. I nod my head furiously then shake my head then nod again. Everyone begins grabbing there coats and shoes slipping them on and stepping outside leaving me and taehyung alone.

"Tae I'm so scared.I-I" I jump into his arms grabbing his shirt tightly

"I'll be there he won't be able to touch you, I promise" he pecks my forehead softly dragging the kiss. I nod my head and walk into the car.

My body couldn't stop fidgeting on the way there my mind too occupied to hear their conversation, I bite my lips and fidget with my hands, my legs crossing and uncrossing nervously. I jump out the car as soon as it stops the group following behind me holding onto my shoulders and hands.

Inhale, exhale woah, repeat inhale and exhale.

My body freezes as it stands in front of the door staring blankly at it, my hand moves to the doorknob but halts when I hear smashing noises from inside. I gasp and swing the door open running inside to my mom's room, everyone running in with me. Broken glass lay everywhere in the room, picture frames, cups, tables, even the mirror, all of it was smashed, broken to pieces.

My body moves on its own running to my dad grabbing his hand trying to grab my mom's favourite snow globe, I wrestle with him, our bodies going left to right, right to left, I push my body forward making him stagger back, his face scrunched up into a tight ball, eyes narrowing down glaring at me furiously. I smile down at the snow globe in my hand and look up to face him.

He takes long steps toward me, his fists clenched up. I feel at stinging sensation land on my cheek as my body twist and falls right into a puddle of glass, everyone steps in front of me like a protective shield, taehyung helping me stand up.

"Are you even a father?" Suga says, his voice outraged.

"How could you do that?" Rm glares at him his fist curving in words.

"All of this happened because of you and you blame the only person who solved all your problems, are you proud of the things you've done?" Jin's words make my father glare at them harder.

"You little-" he slurs pointing his finger at them. My feet stomp on the floor angrily as I step forward my cheeks heating up.

"ARE YOU SERIOUSLY DRUNK RIGHT NOW? CANT YOU FUCKING LEARN YOUR GOD DAMN LESSON ALREADY?" I scream slapping the wall near me, he flinches his expressions change for a second but goes back to how it was, hateful.

"You dare shout at we,"

"Yes, yes I dare, that is how far you have taken this. Can't you just stop this? Your not my father anymore. You've changed to a whole new person" legs stomping on the floor I leash out my anger rolling my eyes.

"You little-" his hand flies up but taehyung jumps in front of me grabbing my dad's wrist there faces centimetres apart.

"Don't even think about it," he growls at him through his gritted teeth.

"Dad you said five minutes, time is up, let's go, guys," I remain my calm, turning my back and walking off, everyone following.

"Jae Eun" his call makes my steps halt, I stop not turning to face him so he can't see me crying. "I'm sorry" he whispers, my whole body tenses up.

"Your going have to do more than a 'sorry', dad," I sniffle walking out to the car.

"How did all this start," jimin and Jungkook ask in unison. I let out a chuckle making there faces turn proud.

"It all started when....."

YES, I JUST LEFT YOU ON A CLIFFHANGER AHHAHA.*clears throat* anyway how are you guys hope everything is okay. Who else is loving the new cover for this book, because, I know I am. So I decided that I will be changing some of the parts of the book mainly the first few chapters because they are sooooo short and so fucking shit. the storyline will stay the same but I will add more scenes to them. I will tell you when I start this editing but I won't take down the book don't worry. please vote and comment. I love you all so much.

Take care of yourself Rokea xx.

Updated: 20.09.18

Edited: 11.05.19