WARNING: Contains self-harming.
Depressed. That's how I feel right now, it's like the whole world is against me, trapping me in a cage suffocating me.
Tears begin falling down like streams. It's his anniversary. Death, anniversary. I walk over to my drawer and begin looking for it, I see a sharp blade a pick it up, I promised not to do this anymore. But it doesn't matter.fuck it.
I bring it closer to my wrist and cut all, my tears flow free making my vision more blurry but I didn't care I kept cutting blood oozing out of my hand, it never stopped me before.
The house was silent, I was all alone like usual. Very opposite to my head screams filling it, voice chattering but most importantly, his memory.
My breathing becomes more shallow as I drop the blade and slide to the floor against the door. Tears still falling like fountains, my chest heaving up and down and blood dribbling down my arm to my lap. I stand up and make my way to my bed when my door swings open.
It's taehyung.
I freeze as his eyes turn wide and he comes running up to me wrapping his arms around me. More tears spill out of my eyes and the room fills with sobs mixed with unidentified words. He pats my back and listens to everything I said, even if it didn't make sense. But he doesn't say anything.
''H-he *sob* d-dies *sob* m-my dad *sob* h-he *sob*'' my arms rest on his chest balled in fists as he caresses my hair.Both of us on the floor.
Taehyungs POV
I grab my phone and whistle, before stepping out of my house and make my way to Jae Eun's house. I arrive at her house and knock on the door and wait patiently for someone to answer, but it never came, I begin banging on the door loudly, I didn't care about the neighbours waking up all that mattered was Jae Eun right now.
I turn the doorknob and it was open. What the fuck. I was muttering curse words under my breath, as I ran all around the house looking for her. I reached the last door and I burst inside hoping she's there. And she was. I sigh in relief but then I notice her puffy eyes and the cuts on her wrist. She just stood there frozen in place and I could tell she wanted to cry.
Without another sparing second, I run up to her and wrap her in the tightest embrace. Her breathing becomes shallow and I put her in my lap and sit on the floor while she cries her eyes out.
Fuck Jae Eun, what have you done?
She begins talking words that I couldn't quite pick up, all I could do was caress her hair and hug her tighter.
After a very long time, she sits up and begins talking.
"It's his first anniversary today. Death anniversary to be exact," She takes a deep breath and I could tell she was hesitating to speak further."It was my dad he killed him..well he was drunk..and it was all a mess...My brother was protecting my mom...he always did but, it was different this time..it all happened so quickly. I couldn't stop him... he smashed the glass on his head and...''She cried again and I hug her even tighter.
"Don't worry,, it's okay, I'll always be here for you. Don't be scared anymore, I'll protect you, I promise." She clutches my shirt.
''I hope.,'
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Edited: 10.05.19
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