"Stop it!"
"Or what?"
"...."
"That's what I thought, Miles"
*SMACK*
"You can't defend yourself!"
*SMACK*
"You don't even deserve to live!"
*SMACK*
"How about you kill yourself?!"
*SMACK*
I jolted outta of bed, grabbing the sheets. I quickly whipped the sweat that had accumulated on my forehead.
"Miles! Are you ok?!"
My head quickly snapped to the concerned voice, Ariana.
"I'm fine." I said, trying to convince myself more then her.
Ariana clearly didn't believe me.
"Then why are you crying?" She asked, brushing her upcoming tears out of her eyes.
I quickly brought my hand up to my eyes and noticed that I was crying.
Viciously whipping the tears out with my hand, I looked at Ariana.
She was sad, genuinely sad.
I quickly looked at my lap, playing with my fingers.
"Ariana I-" I started.
"Why?" She asked interrupting me.
I don't know what I thought she was gonna ask. I should have seen this coming but, I just didn't.
It's still surprises me she's even here, I thought she wouldn't have cared.
It doesn't matter, nothing can stop the emotional pain. Not even Ariana.
"I..I...I can't really understand it myself." It wasn't a total lie but it wasn't the whole truth.
I understand my point of suicide, but I never planned on following through with them.
Suicide passed my mind all the time, but I never thought I was brave enough to go ahead and overdose.
"Please," she paused, taking a deep breath, trying her hardest not to sob.
"Help me understand." She said grabbing my hand, running her thumb over my palm trying to soothe me.
"I-"
"Please, Miles. Why didn't you tell me? Why didn't you tell mom or dad? God, why? We could have helped you."
The thought of her knowing about my issues, god what am I gonna do?
My family doesn't need more problems, they already deal with enough.
I'm just becoming more of a burden.
God, they hate me.
Fuck!
What am I gonna do?
Should I try to? No, I can't. I'm making people sad. I can't do it again.
"Miles?! Are you ok?" Ariana asked.
"You were hyperventilating. Please tell me what's wrong." She asked, pain and worry in her voice.
I looked at her,
'You can't trust her, she'll only leave you.'
"I'm fine." I said looking her in the eyes.
"I'll be fine."
A/N: hoped y'all enjoyed this chapter if you did give it a vote and comment. Till the next chapter.🤟🏼
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Fanfic"She has never been in my life! Why should she start now?!" 16 year old Miles has battled with depression and the harm of her own thoughts for as long as she could remember. She never thought she would hit such a low point in her life but when she e...
