Hold Tight [Hugh Jackman! Logan! x Reader]

.:TWENTY-ONE (LAST CHAPTER):.

~(Y/N)'s P.O.V.~

It's funny how people can see things in so many perspectives when they're life is gone. Yet, I'm not saying that my life is actually gone, but it felt like it because the first thing I did when I smashed that glass and saw Logan kill Jordan, was feel like every piece of love and emotion just leave my body. I felt empty, alone, hollow, and useless. I guess that's how everyone feels right?

"I told you, (Y/N), that there would be consequences," Stryker interrupts.

I didn't feel like moving. I was so hollow and hurt, but something was there and it kept me sane.

Sane enough not to kill everything.

"You'll pay for this," I said and stood up. "You'll pay for all of this."

Then I jumped out towards Stryker's glass window and landed on the ground of the arena where Logan had murdered my best friend.

"(Y/N)!" I heard Logan say.

I ignored him, with full knowledge of him not knowing what he had done. I walked over to Jordan who laid on the floor in a puddle of her own blood. 

My hands shook as I dropped down on one knee and examined her wounds. She was still breathing, just barely holding onto life, with her hand clutching her wound as the blood spilled out of it.

"(Y/N)" She whimpered.

"It's okay, Jordan. It's gonna be okay. You're gonna be okay. You hear me?" I pull Jordan close to my chest and move her hair out of her face, painting her skin with her blood.

"(Y/N), I'm sorry for not telling you everything. I'm sorry for keeping secrets. I-" Jordan stopped to take a breath. Her lungs filling with blood from her wound. "I'm sorry for not being the best person you could ever know. I'm sorry for not loving you like you wanted me to. I wish I could just relive my life and give you everything you wanted." 

Jordan began to sob. She was coughing uncontrollably and tears streamed in numerous groups down her face. 

"It's okay Jordan, it's not your fault. You were the greatest person I could ever have as a friend. I just...please don't leave me knowing you weren't happy."

"I am happy. I was happy. I will always be happy. I just...I'm sorry I never told you. I'm sorry so many things were kept from you," Jordan gasped and slowed down. Her words were barely able to be heard. "I just wanted...to tell you.."

And then that very second, the life in Jordan's eyes shriveled up and faded away. I coughed, millions of tears suddenly streaming down my own face and onto Jordan's clothes and the ground. I cried until I couldn't see and couldn't feel my fingers. Holding on to Jordan so tightly made me feel like if I had let go, I would fall into an endless pit of darkness and insecurity. 

"(Y/N)."

I let Jordan go, her pale face stared at me as I picked her up and turned around. Logan stared at me, tears in his eyes and blood on his hands. I looked at him with such pain in my eyes that I couldn't bare holding all the tears that didn't get out. 

How could I, of all people, deal with so much pain in my life and not crumble to the ground by now? I guess it's part of my destiny. 

You see, we aren't aliens nor are we any much different from you normal people. We are just the batch of people that whoever may be up there decided to create. We are what people are afraid of. We do things what others can't and make it seem normal. 

We are intellectuals. We change things that don't need to be changed. We debate about things that don't need to be discussed of. We are the future of destruction but yet we seem to think we will be the future of peace.

You are nothing but a small speck in this vast universe and it's your choice to seem different and make a change or just float there, oblivious to everything that revolves around your very existence.

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Hello everyone! I'm so happy you guys loved this book and I'm super sad it had to end like this. I'm in the making of book 2, Bloodily Bonded. The first chapter will be published here in a few days or weeks. 

I know I've been out for a while and don't worry, I'm okay. School has been a bit tough on me and my cousin, who is in college now, has been granted the access to using the wifi and computer every single second he gets to. I'm also a part of my uncle's business now and I've been super busy lately.  I'm sorry for not replying to any comments and not updating anything.  My sincere apologies!!!

Want something or someone to be in the next book? Comment what you think and I'll consider adding them!

~MelloAuthor